So fast it's been a week liao and April is coming.
Yesterday there is a slight quarrel in the family.
My mom and my sister have been quarrelling about credit card bills.
My sister have been overspending alot with her credit card and my mom is very unhappy about it.
Sometimes I just dun understand my sister, why can't she just spend within her means.
It's like if you earn this amount of money, of course you spend within this amount of money and not spending over this amount. If you overspend and cross over the amount of money that you earn, how are you gonna clear the amount as it'll become your debt and credit card debts are so difficult to clear because there'll be interests and it's gonna add up to more and more.
Of course I know credit cards provides alot of convinience to people as you're using your future money which you will still have money to use because the bill will come in the next month so you dun have to worry for this month.
But what about next month ? You'll be in debt as you'll need to fork out the amount of money you've spent last month which most of us would have forgot about it and when the bill comes, our reaction will be like WTF I've spend that amount of money last month ! How am I gonna pay up for it.
That's when the problem comes from the use of credit card. Most of the people do not keep track of their expenditure.
Normally for me I try not to use my credit card unless I've run out of cash or the thing cost like few hundred which I do not have so much money during that month. But most of the time I'll use my own money.
But this case doesn't apply to my sister. She likes to keep using her credit card for whatever stuff or place she goes. She can use her credit card to pay for a $5 meal at Subway. This is ridiculous, she's not even staying like in the US which most of the things they uses their credit card to make payment as it's too over convinent there.
But not long ago she used her credit card to go for a tour to Europe which cost around $9000.
WTF ! It's fucking NINE THOUSAND DOLLARS !
My sister doesn't even earn like half of the $9000 and she just sign for a tour to europe of $9000. How the god damm mother fuck is she gonna pay for it ?!?!?!
That's when my mom got angry over it.
It's not the first time my sister is doing something like this and it's definitely not the last time she's gonna do it unless my mom cancels away her credit card.
For god fuck sake, why the fuck did she go and sign a fucking tour package of $9000 which she herself isn't able to pay for it. And she argues that she's not spending alot of money compared to me.
WOW ! My most expensive trip is to Seoul which is less den $2000 with air tickets and lodging added in.
How the fuck can I possibly spend more den her seriously. And she still dare to say that I'm spending alot more den her.
WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THAT SERIOUSLY !
I'm getting so angry when I'm writing this. I shall end this now and continue another day.
Sunday, March 30, 2014
Sunday, March 23, 2014
23-03-2014
Daily life have been normal, nothing much happened.
Just one more week and March will be gone and we'll be moving on to the 2nd quarter of the year.
Time flies fast fast fast.
In the blink of an eye and April is coming.
My favourite game, Super Robot Wars Series is coming to the PS3 and the PS Vita. I am so excited about it !
Just one more week and March will be gone and we'll be moving on to the 2nd quarter of the year.
Time flies fast fast fast.
In the blink of an eye and April is coming.
My favourite game, Super Robot Wars Series is coming to the PS3 and the PS Vita. I am so excited about it !
Hope I can have more time to play after the game releases.
Health is more or less the same. It doesn't improve and it doesn't go worse, so I dun really give a fuck about it.
My 2 favourite football clubs, Leeds United and AC Milan have been performing sub-par this season, which AC Milan is actually playing like shit in their league.
With only 35 points from 28 games is unacceptable from one of europe's biggest club that boast players like Mario Balotelli, Ricardo Montolivo, Michael Essien, Keisuke Honda and Kaka.
I Seriously hope Clarence Seedorf can do something about it. It's not his fault as he just took over the position of head coach but the team please do something about it. Stop showing this kinda shit performance.
Nothing much to say this thing round, BYEZZZZZZZZZZ !
Monday, March 17, 2014
16-03-2014
Already midweek of March and very soon we'll be heading to the 2nd quarter of 2014.
Work has been ok for me, slowly adapting to everything. Workload is still quite average for me as the official jobscope for me is still not set yet so now I'm doing whatever the bosses ask me to do and they let me do whatever I want when it's free time for me.
Nothing to talk about health related this time round coz I've not gone for my medical appointments which falls on June and August so everything is well now I hope, living everyday like normal.
That day I was meeting up with my NS buddies as it's been a long time since we've meet up.
We were chatting about life and we said that we're stuck at the era now that the economy is growing in our country. Everything is going up for our lives financially but our salary is still stagnant.
Our parents they work hard during their era and they got repaid in a good way as during their time houses and cars are affordable. Everything during that era is at an affordable price.
And for the future generation after us, they will be able to adapt to it as they are born in the expensive era and everything will be adjusted. Their salary will definitely be adjusted to the way of living in the future and so they will not be suffering.
Now our era is at the time everything is increasing. Our value of flats is definitely crazy. I stay at the Tiong Bahru area and a normal small 3 room flat will cost me like 380k which is damm expensive. Not to say 4room flats at 550k and 5room flats at 700k.
For an average working personnel like me who earns like 2k per month, it's impossible for me to be able to own a flat. If I own a flat I'll be like in debt for the next 30 years which god knows whether I'll be still alive or not.
If I happen to get married and have a family with a kid, the expenses will be sky soaring as baby needs are damm expensive now. A Can of milk powder can easily costs you $70 and it'll just be able to feed your baby for like maximum 2 weeks. Not to say diapers and medical appointments for the baby which will add up to a few hundred dollars per month.
And when you have a family, you'll definitely need a bigger flat and to some, a car. Now a car like a Honda Fit can easily cost us 140k, and Honda Fit is considered a small car already. So if now I buy a 4room flat and a Honda Fit, I'll be easily in a debt of 500k which god knows when the fuck I'll be able to repay all the loans I'll have, which I haven't include all the daily expenses.
So we were saying that we were trapped in this era of growing economy which is becoming a liability to this current generation which we have to slog out our lives working and working so that we can just manage to repay our debts for our whole life to be able to provide a better life for our next generation.
I duno whether to say that we are unlucky to be living in this era or lucky that we are living in this world of growing economy
Work has been ok for me, slowly adapting to everything. Workload is still quite average for me as the official jobscope for me is still not set yet so now I'm doing whatever the bosses ask me to do and they let me do whatever I want when it's free time for me.
Nothing to talk about health related this time round coz I've not gone for my medical appointments which falls on June and August so everything is well now I hope, living everyday like normal.
That day I was meeting up with my NS buddies as it's been a long time since we've meet up.
We were chatting about life and we said that we're stuck at the era now that the economy is growing in our country. Everything is going up for our lives financially but our salary is still stagnant.
Our parents they work hard during their era and they got repaid in a good way as during their time houses and cars are affordable. Everything during that era is at an affordable price.
And for the future generation after us, they will be able to adapt to it as they are born in the expensive era and everything will be adjusted. Their salary will definitely be adjusted to the way of living in the future and so they will not be suffering.
Now our era is at the time everything is increasing. Our value of flats is definitely crazy. I stay at the Tiong Bahru area and a normal small 3 room flat will cost me like 380k which is damm expensive. Not to say 4room flats at 550k and 5room flats at 700k.
For an average working personnel like me who earns like 2k per month, it's impossible for me to be able to own a flat. If I own a flat I'll be like in debt for the next 30 years which god knows whether I'll be still alive or not.
If I happen to get married and have a family with a kid, the expenses will be sky soaring as baby needs are damm expensive now. A Can of milk powder can easily costs you $70 and it'll just be able to feed your baby for like maximum 2 weeks. Not to say diapers and medical appointments for the baby which will add up to a few hundred dollars per month.
And when you have a family, you'll definitely need a bigger flat and to some, a car. Now a car like a Honda Fit can easily cost us 140k, and Honda Fit is considered a small car already. So if now I buy a 4room flat and a Honda Fit, I'll be easily in a debt of 500k which god knows when the fuck I'll be able to repay all the loans I'll have, which I haven't include all the daily expenses.
So we were saying that we were trapped in this era of growing economy which is becoming a liability to this current generation which we have to slog out our lives working and working so that we can just manage to repay our debts for our whole life to be able to provide a better life for our next generation.
I duno whether to say that we are unlucky to be living in this era or lucky that we are living in this world of growing economy
Monday, March 10, 2014
Jung Eun Ji - It's You ( Three Days OST )
Though my heart aches, it’s you
The precious love in my earnest heart
The precious love in my earnest heart
Because my heart hurts, because tears are falling
Like a wilted flower in the wind
Like the stars hiding behind the silently floating clouds
I carefully look back at the memories
Like a wilted flower in the wind
Like the stars hiding behind the silently floating clouds
I carefully look back at the memories
In my aching heart, in this difficult love, flickering in the cruel time
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness
Even if the wind blows, don’t be sad
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love
In my aching heart, in this difficult love, flickering in the cruel time
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness
Even if the wind blows, don’t be sad
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love
Are you filled with the cold memories?
Crying, as you keep thinking about it alone?
Crying, as you keep thinking about it alone?
Though my heart aches, it’s you
The precious love in my earnest heart
Though tears are falling, like the small stars during the long night
My love protects me
The precious love in my earnest heart
Though tears are falling, like the small stars during the long night
My love protects me
Saturday, March 08, 2014
08-03-2014
One more week have past and it's the 2nd week for March 2014.
The super popular korean drama " Man From The Stars " have finally ended. A very entertaining show with quite a nice twist to the story. The acting of Jun Ji Hyun really adds up alot to the drama as she is like the heart and soul of the drama. Superb acting and ever entertaining.
This show also have fantastic songs which the lyrics of the songs is based on what is happening in the show like Lyn's " My Destiny " And Hyorin's " Goodbye " This 2 songs are my favourite from the OST and the lyrics is definitely spot on during that time of the drama. Pure awesomeness. Time to look for new dramas to watch.
This week had been a roller coaster week for me. One of my previous colleague had suddenly left the workplace and joined a rival company.
This happened too sudden which none of us is able to react to it.
He said because the rival company offered him a higher salary and his currect condition now needs money thats why he decided to make the jump.
This action may be said that he has no integrity but I totally can understand as he is quite in abit of debt thats why anything with more salary he'll just do it and jump.
This action of his caused quite a commotion to a group of frenz as they cannot accept the fact that he is leaving for a rival company.
Oh well, what done cannot be undone. If it happened it happened. The only thing I can do is wish him all the best.
Nothing more to say liao, BYEZ !
The super popular korean drama " Man From The Stars " have finally ended. A very entertaining show with quite a nice twist to the story. The acting of Jun Ji Hyun really adds up alot to the drama as she is like the heart and soul of the drama. Superb acting and ever entertaining.
This show also have fantastic songs which the lyrics of the songs is based on what is happening in the show like Lyn's " My Destiny " And Hyorin's " Goodbye " This 2 songs are my favourite from the OST and the lyrics is definitely spot on during that time of the drama. Pure awesomeness. Time to look for new dramas to watch.
This week had been a roller coaster week for me. One of my previous colleague had suddenly left the workplace and joined a rival company.
This happened too sudden which none of us is able to react to it.
He said because the rival company offered him a higher salary and his currect condition now needs money thats why he decided to make the jump.
This action may be said that he has no integrity but I totally can understand as he is quite in abit of debt thats why anything with more salary he'll just do it and jump.
This action of his caused quite a commotion to a group of frenz as they cannot accept the fact that he is leaving for a rival company.
Oh well, what done cannot be undone. If it happened it happened. The only thing I can do is wish him all the best.
Nothing more to say liao, BYEZ !
Sunday, March 02, 2014
01-03-2014
Everything have been moving so fast, it's already March.
Time waits for no one.
Into the 3rd month of the year 2014, nothing much has happened.
I've started a new job for around one month already and I has to say everything is good. It's a standard 5 day work job which means I do not work on weekends and I have more time for myself as now I have 2 rest days instead of one, which means I really can have more rest.
I'm still coping well with the new job but still need to get some getting used to as the working hours is different which means all the meal times and knocking off time is different from my previous job. So still needs abit of time to adapt.
Health as usual is getting from bad to worse.
Medical bills is becoming more and more due to more and more problems in health. The doctor say I'm like a 30yrs old with a 50yrs old body.
Firstly my Diabetes is definitely not improving and I seriously duno what should I do already.
Ok, actually I'm not doing much about it like eating lesser or doing some exercise but I really cannot understand what's wrong with it.
I've been cutting down on my meals and my only exercise is walking home from work. It may not be something very siong but it at least requires like 30mins of walking time which I find SHOULD be ok since walking is also considered a form of exercise. Hahahaha.
But somehow the condition doesn't improve and I'm seriously at my wits end already.
And now the doctor tells me that there's something wrong with my eyes as the eye xray shows something which is affecting my eyes already even though I duno how to look at the eye xray.
They say it's a good year for the pigs but somehow nothing good has really happened to me. All the bad things are happening and nothing that is able to improve have happened.
I'm seriously at my wits end and I dun really know what I can do to improve.
Nothing much to say, nothing much to write.
Bye guys.
Time waits for no one.
Into the 3rd month of the year 2014, nothing much has happened.
I've started a new job for around one month already and I has to say everything is good. It's a standard 5 day work job which means I do not work on weekends and I have more time for myself as now I have 2 rest days instead of one, which means I really can have more rest.
I'm still coping well with the new job but still need to get some getting used to as the working hours is different which means all the meal times and knocking off time is different from my previous job. So still needs abit of time to adapt.
Health as usual is getting from bad to worse.
Medical bills is becoming more and more due to more and more problems in health. The doctor say I'm like a 30yrs old with a 50yrs old body.
Firstly my Diabetes is definitely not improving and I seriously duno what should I do already.
Ok, actually I'm not doing much about it like eating lesser or doing some exercise but I really cannot understand what's wrong with it.
I've been cutting down on my meals and my only exercise is walking home from work. It may not be something very siong but it at least requires like 30mins of walking time which I find SHOULD be ok since walking is also considered a form of exercise. Hahahaha.
But somehow the condition doesn't improve and I'm seriously at my wits end already.
And now the doctor tells me that there's something wrong with my eyes as the eye xray shows something which is affecting my eyes already even though I duno how to look at the eye xray.
They say it's a good year for the pigs but somehow nothing good has really happened to me. All the bad things are happening and nothing that is able to improve have happened.
I'm seriously at my wits end and I dun really know what I can do to improve.
Nothing much to say, nothing much to write.
Bye guys.
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
11-02-2014
Its already Feb 2014. Time passes faster and faster, day by day.
The official long weekend of the Chinese New Year period have passed. Hope everybody have enjoyed their festive period.
For me, its the period which I get to see my cousins, uncles and aunties. Its like the yearly thing which I get to see them.
But it seems to me that maybe its because that we do not see each other so often like maybe juz once or twice in a year, it seems like we do not have alot of topics to chat with each other compared to last time.
Last time whenever we see each other during the Chinese New Year Period, we will have alot to talk to each other as we only do get to see each other after such a long time but now it seems like alot lesser and the topics are different from last time. But lucky football is still a common topic between the guys.
Even though its a festive season, its also a tiring period as the host will wanna be a good host and get everything prepared as nice and comfy as possible. The visitors will also be tiring as they will want to be at their best in appearance and behaviour.
But most of the people doesn't mind as its the festive and happy season for most of the people.
Well, blogging on the bus seems difficult and I shall end it here.
Happy chinese new year to everybody !
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
29-01-2014
We're now already in the year 2014.
Everybody is hoping a brand new year, a brand new start to everything.
Of course, I also want a brand new year and a brand new start.
It's a brand new year and I do have a brand new job. But this new job didn't come easy. There's some hiccups before I was able to get this new job. I was supposed to help my friend but somehow there were some issues and in the end I wasn't be able to stay long enough.
After that I told a few of my friends about it and one of them asked me to go over to his workplace to work as he said he needed help as they are gonna expand plus his wife is giving birth very soon thats why he needs more help. As of course I agreed to take up his offer as during that time I'm considered out of a job.
And of course my health is really getting more and more worse. I always hope a brand new year everything will become better but no. This time round it has really become a serious problem as now it's just not only the Diabetes problem but there is more other critical issues with my body which I'm not gonna mention here.
Sounds depressing huh.
For a person who suffers from Diabetes since 13yrs old and now another new problem arises when I've hit 30 years old, how not to be depressed.
But for me, I still find it quite ok as I belong to the more whatever type of attitude. As I grow older I just feel that my life is just gonna be like this, it's not gonna get better and it'll just better worse and worse. So what for I go and worry about all these things.
I always tell my friends when they are stressing about something. If the problem can be solved, try your best to solve it, if the problem can't be solved, what for you worry so much because no matter how much you worry and stress about the problem, it won't be solved. Might as well just do what we can do lor, nothing to worry about.
Oh well, complains shall end now as it's gonna be Chinese New Year very soon ! Let's just enjoy the holiday period !
Everybody is hoping a brand new year, a brand new start to everything.
Of course, I also want a brand new year and a brand new start.
It's a brand new year and I do have a brand new job. But this new job didn't come easy. There's some hiccups before I was able to get this new job. I was supposed to help my friend but somehow there were some issues and in the end I wasn't be able to stay long enough.
After that I told a few of my friends about it and one of them asked me to go over to his workplace to work as he said he needed help as they are gonna expand plus his wife is giving birth very soon thats why he needs more help. As of course I agreed to take up his offer as during that time I'm considered out of a job.
And of course my health is really getting more and more worse. I always hope a brand new year everything will become better but no. This time round it has really become a serious problem as now it's just not only the Diabetes problem but there is more other critical issues with my body which I'm not gonna mention here.
Sounds depressing huh.
For a person who suffers from Diabetes since 13yrs old and now another new problem arises when I've hit 30 years old, how not to be depressed.
But for me, I still find it quite ok as I belong to the more whatever type of attitude. As I grow older I just feel that my life is just gonna be like this, it's not gonna get better and it'll just better worse and worse. So what for I go and worry about all these things.
I always tell my friends when they are stressing about something. If the problem can be solved, try your best to solve it, if the problem can't be solved, what for you worry so much because no matter how much you worry and stress about the problem, it won't be solved. Might as well just do what we can do lor, nothing to worry about.
Oh well, complains shall end now as it's gonna be Chinese New Year very soon ! Let's just enjoy the holiday period !
Wednesday, January 08, 2014
08-01-2014
It's been one month since I've updated this blog of mine.
And here come 2014, a brand new year !
Time flies so fast, so many things have happened in 2013.
In 2013, I hit 30 years old. I cannot believe that I'm already 30 years old, now most kids dun call me korkor and they call me uncle already. I have to admit, I'm really getting old liao.
From 29 to 30 is actually a very big change. Suddenly you'll feel more tired easily and you'll realise that it's so difficult to stay up late compared to last time. Now I can't seem to wake up to watch late night football matches, even the alarm clocks are not working as effectively as last time.
2013 is the first time I went on an overseas trip not with my bosses and colleagues, but with friends and it's the first time I went to Seoul. Although it's the first time I went overseas with my friends but most of the arrangement is not made by me. Most of the arrangements like the air tickets and the lodging is all done by my friend as I'm quite noob about all these things.
The first trip with my friends have been quite a fun trip as we went to a country that neither the 3 of us have gone to before which gives us more excitement about exploring the country. We went for the DMZ Tour which is a tour that we go to the border of Seoul which we can see North Korea just directly opposite us.
I find overseas trip should be fun when you're with friends because you can see how your friends will behave at home and when staying together with them because naturally they will feel like they are at home so you can see all the patterns and things they do when they are at home. Hahaha.
2013 is also the year that my health goes for the downhill. Being already having Diabetes since young, now I have more problems with my health. I will not mention what the problem I'm having with my health but now I truly believe that I need to really take care of my health. If it's signs that I should stop doing things like smoking and eating alot of unhealthy stuffs, it's giving me a chance to chance my currently lifestyle and I really hope I'm able to do it.
Lastly in the year 2013, I've decided to resign from my job. It's not that I'm not happy with the previous job, I'm actually quite happy working with my previous employers and colleagues. Just that I feel that I need to have a change of working environment plus because of the new health condition that I have, I decided I need to have a change of job and working environment.
2013 may not be the most happening year in my 30 years of life but it definitely have made a few changes to the comfortable life that I've always have. Maybe it's a sign for me to change, either for the worse or for the better, but I feel it's something that I have to do and change.
Maybe the year 2014 be a better and healthier year for me.
And here come 2014, a brand new year !
Time flies so fast, so many things have happened in 2013.
In 2013, I hit 30 years old. I cannot believe that I'm already 30 years old, now most kids dun call me korkor and they call me uncle already. I have to admit, I'm really getting old liao.
From 29 to 30 is actually a very big change. Suddenly you'll feel more tired easily and you'll realise that it's so difficult to stay up late compared to last time. Now I can't seem to wake up to watch late night football matches, even the alarm clocks are not working as effectively as last time.
2013 is the first time I went on an overseas trip not with my bosses and colleagues, but with friends and it's the first time I went to Seoul. Although it's the first time I went overseas with my friends but most of the arrangement is not made by me. Most of the arrangements like the air tickets and the lodging is all done by my friend as I'm quite noob about all these things.
The first trip with my friends have been quite a fun trip as we went to a country that neither the 3 of us have gone to before which gives us more excitement about exploring the country. We went for the DMZ Tour which is a tour that we go to the border of Seoul which we can see North Korea just directly opposite us.
I find overseas trip should be fun when you're with friends because you can see how your friends will behave at home and when staying together with them because naturally they will feel like they are at home so you can see all the patterns and things they do when they are at home. Hahaha.
2013 is also the year that my health goes for the downhill. Being already having Diabetes since young, now I have more problems with my health. I will not mention what the problem I'm having with my health but now I truly believe that I need to really take care of my health. If it's signs that I should stop doing things like smoking and eating alot of unhealthy stuffs, it's giving me a chance to chance my currently lifestyle and I really hope I'm able to do it.
Lastly in the year 2013, I've decided to resign from my job. It's not that I'm not happy with the previous job, I'm actually quite happy working with my previous employers and colleagues. Just that I feel that I need to have a change of working environment plus because of the new health condition that I have, I decided I need to have a change of job and working environment.
2013 may not be the most happening year in my 30 years of life but it definitely have made a few changes to the comfortable life that I've always have. Maybe it's a sign for me to change, either for the worse or for the better, but I feel it's something that I have to do and change.
Maybe the year 2014 be a better and healthier year for me.
Saturday, November 30, 2013
30-11-2013
Back here to update.
Just one more month and its gonna be 2014.
The year 2013 is definitely a bad year for me, nothing good happens.
My health is getting from bad to worse. My diabetes is like not very under control even though I have been trying hard to avoid all the sweet stuffs and of course trying to eat lesser den usual, But still there doesn't seem to have any improvement to the condition.
And today I went to see a doctor aa I'm having some chestpains and sometimes it leads to some breathing difficulties.
After the visit to the doctor, the doctor say he feels something is not right to my heart so he gave me a referral letter to the polyclinic so that I can do an even more thorough checkup.
Seriously man, what is happening.
Just directly after hitting 30, so many things is happening to me. I dun even know why I will have kena all these bullshit.
Life is so unfair, I admit that I'm not any nice guy but I'm not bad until the extent that you have to punish me by giving me even more illnesses.
Since 13yrs old I cannot even live like a normal13yrs old boy. I can't take softdrinks, I can't eat candy and of course more other factors and stuffs.
But at least now I know this is at the highest point of my life, everything will juz dlowly go down as my life just cannot get any better, it can only get worse.
Worrying so much about everything does not solve the problem. Worrying is just like standing one side and using your eyepower to just stare at the problem and hope that the problem will solve by himself.
I'm just so sad and feeling down now. Every problem just come one after another.
But oh well, there's nothing much I can do also. The only thing I can so is to get medication and make myself as good as possible.
Monday, November 18, 2013
18-11-2013
It's already November, it's less den 60 days to the year 2014.
Time flies too fast, 2014 coming and I've hit 30.
Everybody say hitting 30 years old and it will be a new start of your life journey.
It applies to alot of people but maybe not me. Alot of my friends who are at the same age as me have already gotten married and have kids already. It's a brand new life for them as their life goes on to the next stage.
As for me, nothing have changed. Still single and enjoying the freedom I'm having now.
It's always the common question that the elderly and my friends ask me.
" Chang ah, when are you gonna find a girlfriend and settle down ah ? "
It's been asked for like one million times and I've answered them also for a million times.
I also do want to find a person I like and settle down with her.
Easier said then done.
The society that I live now is so practical. Everything that is required to have a stable life is something that I do not have and do not own.
I'm not complaining that my life sucks, I'm actually very contented with what I have now.
I have an understanding mom which always looks out for me and take care of all my needs which I do not have to stress on. Although naggy at times until it reaches an unbearable stage, but deep inside I know all her words are full of parental love and concern. I believe it's a diffcult road for her as my dad passed away when I was 14 years old. She had to single handedly take care of me and my sister during the most difficult period of her life. Maybe I do not say it everytime but I do love my mom for all the things that she have done for me.
I have a job with nice bosses that also always take care of me when I needed help. I actually do really want to thank them as they hired me few years back when I was struggling to find a job after I've ORD from NS. If without them I do not know what would I have been doing now. But everything has to end one day and my turn is coming. I've had a job offer and I've decided to move over to help out my friend as he had just taken over a business and he needs someone to help him make his business prosper.
I have tons of good friends which revolves around my life. Be it good, bad, nice or irritating. It is a pleasure to get to know all of you so that I'm able to experience my life to the fullest.
Friendship is something that is unexplainable to me. Some friends you may have known them for like 10 years but you still have that uncomfortable feeling when you are with them. Some friends which you have just befriended maybe for just one day and you'll feel like knowing them for the past 10 or 20 years.
I always have this conversation with my friends about friendship. We all agree that friendship requires fate, not everybody can click with everybody.
I do not agree that I am the person that clicks with everybody but somehow I do have quite a number of friends. I belong to the type that if you do not start the conversation with me, I'll never go and start to have a conversation with you unless you're a girl.
I feel that maybe it's because of the school that I have attended makes me give people the feeling that I'm someone that you can talk to easily. Maybe it's because I do have alot of common topic with everybody thats why I can talk tons of shit with people.
Hmmm, actually I do not really know what I'm writing now as I suddenly got some random thoughts now and I do not know how to put them in words.
I shall stop now and continue another day.
Time flies too fast, 2014 coming and I've hit 30.
Everybody say hitting 30 years old and it will be a new start of your life journey.
It applies to alot of people but maybe not me. Alot of my friends who are at the same age as me have already gotten married and have kids already. It's a brand new life for them as their life goes on to the next stage.
As for me, nothing have changed. Still single and enjoying the freedom I'm having now.
It's always the common question that the elderly and my friends ask me.
" Chang ah, when are you gonna find a girlfriend and settle down ah ? "
It's been asked for like one million times and I've answered them also for a million times.
I also do want to find a person I like and settle down with her.
Easier said then done.
The society that I live now is so practical. Everything that is required to have a stable life is something that I do not have and do not own.
I'm not complaining that my life sucks, I'm actually very contented with what I have now.
I have an understanding mom which always looks out for me and take care of all my needs which I do not have to stress on. Although naggy at times until it reaches an unbearable stage, but deep inside I know all her words are full of parental love and concern. I believe it's a diffcult road for her as my dad passed away when I was 14 years old. She had to single handedly take care of me and my sister during the most difficult period of her life. Maybe I do not say it everytime but I do love my mom for all the things that she have done for me.
I have a job with nice bosses that also always take care of me when I needed help. I actually do really want to thank them as they hired me few years back when I was struggling to find a job after I've ORD from NS. If without them I do not know what would I have been doing now. But everything has to end one day and my turn is coming. I've had a job offer and I've decided to move over to help out my friend as he had just taken over a business and he needs someone to help him make his business prosper.
I have tons of good friends which revolves around my life. Be it good, bad, nice or irritating. It is a pleasure to get to know all of you so that I'm able to experience my life to the fullest.
Friendship is something that is unexplainable to me. Some friends you may have known them for like 10 years but you still have that uncomfortable feeling when you are with them. Some friends which you have just befriended maybe for just one day and you'll feel like knowing them for the past 10 or 20 years.
I always have this conversation with my friends about friendship. We all agree that friendship requires fate, not everybody can click with everybody.
I do not agree that I am the person that clicks with everybody but somehow I do have quite a number of friends. I belong to the type that if you do not start the conversation with me, I'll never go and start to have a conversation with you unless you're a girl.
I feel that maybe it's because of the school that I have attended makes me give people the feeling that I'm someone that you can talk to easily. Maybe it's because I do have alot of common topic with everybody thats why I can talk tons of shit with people.
Hmmm, actually I do not really know what I'm writing now as I suddenly got some random thoughts now and I do not know how to put them in words.
I shall stop now and continue another day.
Thursday, November 07, 2013
07/11/2013
Wah, long time since I've updated. Much to say but hard to write.
How should I start and what should I say first.
Hmmmmm
Daily life always the same, working and going home as usual. Meet up with friends has been lesser and lesser den usual. Everybody have been busy with their own lives.
Met up with the ITE first year gang on a Saturday to The Beer Market for some chill out session which means drinking and watching football matches together, plus there is Halloween celebrations at The Beer Market too.
Feeling happy and looking forward to the meet up session, but the session in the end is not as happy as we expected, or maybe as what I expected.
We met up at 9pm but due to me knocking off late from work, the rest had to wait for me to finish up my dinner which in the end dragged until around 930pm.
After I finished my dinner, and off we go to The Beer Market.
We went in and ordered our drinks and at the same time trying to find a table so that we can get comfy as we are gonna stay for football matches and have some bites along the night.
After awhile of watching soccer and chit chatting, at around 1030pm, one of them said his girlfriend is tired and he is leaving.
What the fuck rite
We only meet up like once per month and he sees his girlfriend everyday as they are colleagues at work.
What's with this seriously. Meeting up with us for just like less den 2hrs and not even finish watching one half of a football match.
I of course do know you love your girlfriend but have you like spare a thought for us ? We're like friends since 2001 which is like 12 years already and you can just abandon us just like that.
Two of them came down all the way from Yishun to have a meet up, one of them had an early morning shift from 7am to 4pm and he endured till 9pm coz he is looking forward to the meeting up to catch up with us as he works shift hours which is hard to accommodate to. For my case I'm just pissed off with you as you always fucking ignore my messages.
In the end we still organized the meet up as its been quite awhile that we had a meet up session and this is how you treat us ?
Seriously do you really think we're OK with it ? If you're gonna meet us for such a short while, might as well we cancel the meetup so that we can have time for ourselves.
Seriously be considerate for the others and dun always only think for yourself. Spare a thought for others, we have our own things to do too.
Ranting finish, logging off.
Sunday, September 08, 2013
08/09/2013
It has been a week and I've finally hit 30 !
Nothing to be happy about and nothing special to celebrate too, birthday is just like any other day. Just a day that you'll get alot of birthday wishes from friends which you only get them once a year.
As we celebrate our birthday everytime, we grow one year older which means another year with more responsibilities coz we grow older and of course one year nearer to step into the coffin. Hahahaha.
For the majority of my friends that is 30 or older, most of them would have their own family already or some of them would already have gotten married just that they have no kids yet, but there's still a minority group that's just attached and some still single just like me.
At 30, I'm currently leading just the life of the free and single. I do not have to report where I am and what I'm doing. I can do whatever I want now like going out till the wee hours, watching TV and drama serials till morning and of course sleep the whole day away during my offdays.
At 30 years old, I do not really have any big achievements in my life. Most probably my only achievement is getting my driving license thats all. Sucked at studies and not earning any big bucks. I'm not saying I'm earning peanuts, the salary I'm drawing now is actually quite not bad as I'm just an ITE grad. An ITE cert alone can't get us anywhere.
Most of my friends thinks I'm kinda happy go lucky person as I always show the "Ahhhh, dun care lah " attitude towards most of the things but most of the time I do think about alot of things. Most of my friends and the elderly always ask the questions like , " Old liao leh, when wanna find a girlfriend ? " or " So what you gonna do for the remaining of your life ? "
All these are the common questions your friends and family will ask when you hit a certain age and now I am at that age, but I always try to avoid answering all these questions.
Why ?
Like I've always answered to my friends, having an ill body with poor health is a burden to everybody. It's a financial burden as we are dependant to medication and medical appts which cost a bomb in this country in this world. It's a physical burden when we are unable to do what we want and becomes dependant to the people around us who have to constantly take care of us whenever we needed help. We are also mental burden as we do not know when we will just go off anyday which will affect the lives of our loved ones.
With all these thoughts going on and on in my mind, might as well I do nothing and just lead on my life. The life of freedom and minimise the burdens I will give to the people around me. We may bring sadness to the people around us when we're gone but life still have to go on for the rest of them. We only play a part in their lives for a short period, in the end it's their lives that is the most important thing.
Why make people suffer when we already is suffering. I always believe that if I just take the blame if anything happens and it settles the problem, I'll just do it. I'm not saying I'm a very noble person but I'm the kind of person that just doesn't want any troublesome stuffs which keeps going on and on. If I alone taking the blame which can solve everything, I dun see why I shouldn't do it.
Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . Life, so complicated and troublesome.
Enough ranting for now, shall continue again soon
Nothing to be happy about and nothing special to celebrate too, birthday is just like any other day. Just a day that you'll get alot of birthday wishes from friends which you only get them once a year.
As we celebrate our birthday everytime, we grow one year older which means another year with more responsibilities coz we grow older and of course one year nearer to step into the coffin. Hahahaha.
For the majority of my friends that is 30 or older, most of them would have their own family already or some of them would already have gotten married just that they have no kids yet, but there's still a minority group that's just attached and some still single just like me.
At 30, I'm currently leading just the life of the free and single. I do not have to report where I am and what I'm doing. I can do whatever I want now like going out till the wee hours, watching TV and drama serials till morning and of course sleep the whole day away during my offdays.
At 30 years old, I do not really have any big achievements in my life. Most probably my only achievement is getting my driving license thats all. Sucked at studies and not earning any big bucks. I'm not saying I'm earning peanuts, the salary I'm drawing now is actually quite not bad as I'm just an ITE grad. An ITE cert alone can't get us anywhere.
Most of my friends thinks I'm kinda happy go lucky person as I always show the "Ahhhh, dun care lah " attitude towards most of the things but most of the time I do think about alot of things. Most of my friends and the elderly always ask the questions like , " Old liao leh, when wanna find a girlfriend ? " or " So what you gonna do for the remaining of your life ? "
All these are the common questions your friends and family will ask when you hit a certain age and now I am at that age, but I always try to avoid answering all these questions.
Why ?
Like I've always answered to my friends, having an ill body with poor health is a burden to everybody. It's a financial burden as we are dependant to medication and medical appts which cost a bomb in this country in this world. It's a physical burden when we are unable to do what we want and becomes dependant to the people around us who have to constantly take care of us whenever we needed help. We are also mental burden as we do not know when we will just go off anyday which will affect the lives of our loved ones.
With all these thoughts going on and on in my mind, might as well I do nothing and just lead on my life. The life of freedom and minimise the burdens I will give to the people around me. We may bring sadness to the people around us when we're gone but life still have to go on for the rest of them. We only play a part in their lives for a short period, in the end it's their lives that is the most important thing.
Why make people suffer when we already is suffering. I always believe that if I just take the blame if anything happens and it settles the problem, I'll just do it. I'm not saying I'm a very noble person but I'm the kind of person that just doesn't want any troublesome stuffs which keeps going on and on. If I alone taking the blame which can solve everything, I dun see why I shouldn't do it.
Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . Life, so complicated and troublesome.
Enough ranting for now, shall continue again soon
Monday, August 26, 2013
26/08/2013
It's already 26th August liao, just a few more days and I'm hitting 30 years old.
Time flies huh, in a blink of an eye and I'm hitting 30.
Most people will take 30 as maybe 1/3 of their life gone and for my case maybe 1/2 or already 60% or 70%
Why ? Health has been getting bad nowadays.
Blood sugar is like always on the higher end nowadays. Eat alot also high, eat little bit also high. I seriously duno what to do to maintain the blood sugar on the lower side liao.
Everyday wake up here pain there pain. Few days ago shoulder pain, den back pain, den neck pain. It's like becoming some old man whole body also pain.
As I'm gonna reach 30, I realise I've not actually achieve anything yet. A person who is not good in academics which means I only have one Higher NITEC cert which seriously brings me nowhere.
I guess my only achievement is getting my driving license like 5 years ago.
I have plenty of plans for myself but it's all disrupted by either my laziness or due to alot of other reasons which in the end means not enough time.
I wanted to continue with my japanese lessons or retake my japanese lessons but my working hours and schedule is kinda hard for me to go for lessons as sometimes I do have to change my offdays which will lead to unable to attend classes. It happened the previous time which I missed 6 lessons and in the end I gave up and stop going for it.
I seriously feel I need another holiday. The short trip to Korea was fun but it's not enough. A short 4 day trip is abit too rush which makes me feel even more tired den not having a holiday. Perhaps staying at home sleeping for the whole day does wonders.
In the end I've started to rant again.
I shall stop now as I'm too lazy to type and I wanna watch TV liao.
Till next time . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Blood sugar is like always on the higher end nowadays. Eat alot also high, eat little bit also high. I seriously duno what to do to maintain the blood sugar on the lower side liao.
Everyday wake up here pain there pain. Few days ago shoulder pain, den back pain, den neck pain. It's like becoming some old man whole body also pain.
As I'm gonna reach 30, I realise I've not actually achieve anything yet. A person who is not good in academics which means I only have one Higher NITEC cert which seriously brings me nowhere.
I guess my only achievement is getting my driving license like 5 years ago.
I have plenty of plans for myself but it's all disrupted by either my laziness or due to alot of other reasons which in the end means not enough time.
I wanted to continue with my japanese lessons or retake my japanese lessons but my working hours and schedule is kinda hard for me to go for lessons as sometimes I do have to change my offdays which will lead to unable to attend classes. It happened the previous time which I missed 6 lessons and in the end I gave up and stop going for it.
I seriously feel I need another holiday. The short trip to Korea was fun but it's not enough. A short 4 day trip is abit too rush which makes me feel even more tired den not having a holiday. Perhaps staying at home sleeping for the whole day does wonders.
In the end I've started to rant again.
I shall stop now as I'm too lazy to type and I wanna watch TV liao.
Till next time . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Sunday, August 11, 2013
A CHEATED SINGAPOREAN’S RESPONSE TO PM LEE’S NATIONAL DAY SPEECH
Is Lee Hsien Loong’s 2013 speech a joke? Did he even do his due diligence when he made those fancy claims promising Singaporeans the utopia in his speech?
1) “We have cleared the queue for HDB flats, stabilised BTO prices and tightened up on property speculation and excessive borrowing.”
In the latest BTO exercise, BTO flats remain oversubscribed by as much as 4.5 times in popular areas like Hougang (your much hated Opposition Ward). According to the HDB [Source], BTO applicant rejection rate is as high as 31%. So what do you mean by you have “cleared the queue”? BTO prices have also increased steadily over 2010 to 2012 [Source], what do you mean by “stabilized? Stabilizing linear increase instead of an exponential increase? Also, when you said you tightened up on property speculation, did you actually mean you are making it harder of young couples to secure a housing loan and increased the number of non-NS serving new citizens to take advantage of the BTO system?
In the latest BTO exercise, BTO flats remain oversubscribed by as much as 4.5 times in popular areas like Hougang (your much hated Opposition Ward). According to the HDB [Source], BTO applicant rejection rate is as high as 31%. So what do you mean by you have “cleared the queue”? BTO prices have also increased steadily over 2010 to 2012 [Source], what do you mean by “stabilized? Stabilizing linear increase instead of an exponential increase? Also, when you said you tightened up on property speculation, did you actually mean you are making it harder of young couples to secure a housing loan and increased the number of non-NS serving new citizens to take advantage of the BTO system?
2) “We have added more buses and increased the number of bus routes.”
800 buses, or 20%, of the exiting fleet has been added, with 550 of these buses paid for by a hefty $1 Billion Singaporean taxes [Source] while SBS and SMRT chalks tens of millions consistent profits every year, recession or not [Source]. Money matters aside, Singapore population swelled more than 35% to today’s 5.45 million under your 10 year premiership, how is your 20% increased capacity going to help? And you are selling me the 6.9 million story? Could you have the decency and humility to be present at Raffles MRT station at 7pm to see the ground for yourself?
800 buses, or 20%, of the exiting fleet has been added, with 550 of these buses paid for by a hefty $1 Billion Singaporean taxes [Source] while SBS and SMRT chalks tens of millions consistent profits every year, recession or not [Source]. Money matters aside, Singapore population swelled more than 35% to today’s 5.45 million under your 10 year premiership, how is your 20% increased capacity going to help? And you are selling me the 6.9 million story? Could you have the decency and humility to be present at Raffles MRT station at 7pm to see the ground for yourself?
3) “We need foreign workers to serve our economy and Singaporeans’ needs, and immigrants to make up for our shortfall of babies.”
Are you importing a foreign adult to make up for the shortfall of local babies? If you are, you are only worsening the aging population. The good part about this is that you have not given up on low fertility rate like your father did. The bad part is that you are doing it wrong and Singaporeans are bearing the brunt of your incompetency. It is not only congestion and overcrowding we are facing, what about diminishing employment opportunities, inflation of domestic prices, education places [Source]? In your drive for immigration, you have somewhat become the unofficial Prime Minister of foreigners in Singapore. You failed to address the gross disadvantages of National Service, the distinctions between PRs and citizens, the recognition that a Singaporean poor is valued more important than a foreign millionaire, the protectionism and privileges Singaporeans deserve for sacrificing to the political platform and accolades what you and your father enjoyed in our name over the decades. Your pro-foreigner policies have been logically met with much protests, but bear in mind, a better Singapore has always, and is made, only possible by citizens, not economic migrants.
Are you importing a foreign adult to make up for the shortfall of local babies? If you are, you are only worsening the aging population. The good part about this is that you have not given up on low fertility rate like your father did. The bad part is that you are doing it wrong and Singaporeans are bearing the brunt of your incompetency. It is not only congestion and overcrowding we are facing, what about diminishing employment opportunities, inflation of domestic prices, education places [Source]? In your drive for immigration, you have somewhat become the unofficial Prime Minister of foreigners in Singapore. You failed to address the gross disadvantages of National Service, the distinctions between PRs and citizens, the recognition that a Singaporean poor is valued more important than a foreign millionaire, the protectionism and privileges Singaporeans deserve for sacrificing to the political platform and accolades what you and your father enjoyed in our name over the decades. Your pro-foreigner policies have been logically met with much protests, but bear in mind, a better Singapore has always, and is made, only possible by citizens, not economic migrants.
4) “We need to strengthen this spirit of togetherness.”
For a start, please leave foreigners out of this “togetherness”. You know there is a political standoff among Singaporeans, then why do you deepen this divide by controlling the media and challenging every allegation, engaging in defamation lawsuits and letters of demands? It is no less hypocritical hearing that coming from a mental patient whose pathological history is stating otherwise. Perhaps I’ve been wrong, your idea of “togetherness” has no place for misfits like me. Your “togetherness” may prefer Singaporeans like me to emigrate, while a foreigner from any 3rd world country who can better appreciate you can be imported to take my place. You may also prefer to have Singaporean elderly working on a $4/hr paycheck than to have them taking a few zeros off your billion dollar projects like Garden by the Bay and the largest man-made river in Bishan. You may like new media control in addition to your worsening mainstream media credibility. And if what happened over the past few years is your definition of “togetherness”, kindly leave Singaporeans diverse and vocal.
For a start, please leave foreigners out of this “togetherness”. You know there is a political standoff among Singaporeans, then why do you deepen this divide by controlling the media and challenging every allegation, engaging in defamation lawsuits and letters of demands? It is no less hypocritical hearing that coming from a mental patient whose pathological history is stating otherwise. Perhaps I’ve been wrong, your idea of “togetherness” has no place for misfits like me. Your “togetherness” may prefer Singaporeans like me to emigrate, while a foreigner from any 3rd world country who can better appreciate you can be imported to take my place. You may also prefer to have Singaporean elderly working on a $4/hr paycheck than to have them taking a few zeros off your billion dollar projects like Garden by the Bay and the largest man-made river in Bishan. You may like new media control in addition to your worsening mainstream media credibility. And if what happened over the past few years is your definition of “togetherness”, kindly leave Singaporeans diverse and vocal.
5) “We will tackle the cost of living, for example healthcare costs, especially for the elderly.”
I cringed when I hear that because the last time you said you want to help the poor, you raised GST by 2% and then your Ministers started drawing million dollar salaries. We didn’t know the poor you were referring to were the poor Ministers who may have their standard of living affected. Could you please be specific this time? Is $8 too much for Khaw Boon Wan’s bypass surgery? Does he need more help? If healthcare costs is an issue, shouldn’t you be reviewing the feasibility of the Medisave system instead of making undisclosed drawdowns from our reserves?
I cringed when I hear that because the last time you said you want to help the poor, you raised GST by 2% and then your Ministers started drawing million dollar salaries. We didn’t know the poor you were referring to were the poor Ministers who may have their standard of living affected. Could you please be specific this time? Is $8 too much for Khaw Boon Wan’s bypass surgery? Does he need more help? If healthcare costs is an issue, shouldn’t you be reviewing the feasibility of the Medisave system instead of making undisclosed drawdowns from our reserves?
I am glad you cleverly gave resale flat prices, COE prices, purchasing power and breakdowns of public transport a miss. These are hot topics that will haunt you in 3 year’s time.
P.S. You may want to watch your awkward hand gestures flying around. You are not Obama, keep it simple stupid.
Thursday, August 08, 2013
08-08-2013
Long time no update liao !
Its been like 2 to 3 weeks since my last update, nothing much have happened.
First thing, congratulations of Phillip ! Finally he has promoted to the status of father !
So much happiness around him but its definitely a new beginning of his life. More responsibility and a more tired life awaits him. Now its not only himself already but now everything is for the family. Family have to be the first in his mind now. No more happy drinking session every night liao. Everyday is just going home and taking care of the son and wife.
Nowadays I'm quite busy with my gaming as I've just bought Super Robot Wars Operation Extend on my PS Vita.
The game is quite the different style from the usual 2D SRW as there's no grid on the map and you dun start with full EN or SP. It regenerates after every turn and every attack.
Needs abit of time to get used to it but I do find it quite fun actually.
Busy with gaming and dramas nowadays that I've been having alot of late nights nowadays.
Feeling quite tired nowadays I think due to all these things but all these is what I like to do.
Nothing much to write this timr, till next time.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
20-07-2013
Finally a week have passed, the hype and excitment have died down. Feeling back to normal.
You muz be wondering what happened last weekend right.
Last weekend was Evo2013, the biggest fighting game tournament of the year. Its like the World Cup of fighting games for the Fighting Game Community.
And this event is even more meaningful for the Singapore Fighting Game Community.
We had a champion this time round !
Our local golden boy, Ho Kun Xian, know as DM.MCZ Xian, went against all odds and got the champion for the main event.
Super Street Fighter 4 Arcade Edition 2012.
Sponsered by local company, Team Desperation Move, Xian have done his sponser proud and his country proud.
Having Gen as his main, a mid low tier character, there were alot of nad matchup for this character as the character is slow and having limited moves.
He performed just like a champion in the making, not losing to the likes of the koreans, amerians, europeans and of course the japanese.
He did the impossible of winning Sako in the semi-finals and Tokido in the Winners Finals. Defeating 2 of the fighting game gods of japan which he previously had alot of trouble in defeating them.
And its was Tokido again at the grand finals after Tokido had defeated Korea's Infiltration in the Losers Finals.
It was exciting, it was breath taking. It was the grand finals of Xian vs Tokido, Gen vs Akuma. Top tier vs mid tier.
And Xian came out on top ! Defeating Tokido 3-0 in the grand finals, getting the champion for the main event !
It was the first time a Singaporean won a main event.
The history in the making for Singapore, finally being recognised by the rest of the world.
Finally there'a a name of DM.MCZ Xian from Singapore in the top player list together with the big names of Daigo, Mago, Tokido, Sako, Kazunoko, Fuudo from Japan and Justin Wong, PR Balrog, ChrisG, Ricky Ortiz from USA and Ryan Hart, Louffy from Europe.
All thanks to Xian that shown the world we are not a force to be reckon with !
Thursday, July 11, 2013
11-07-2013
Its been like a month since I've updated my blog.
Things have not been going well. My diabetic condition have not been doing well and I do not know what have been causing it.
My blood sugar have been constantly staying at the high range nowadays. Even a day of balanced meal without much starch or sugar still makes it go high.
I seriously duno what is happening.
Izzit because I've been eating much more den what I usually should have ?
Izzit because I'm always going out drinking with my friends ?
Izzit because of the constant late nights that I'm having ?
Or izzit because of the lack of exercise that I'm having ?
I believe actually all these things does a part in what is happening.
I'm trying to do something that I can, maybe not putting in enough effort.
I've been trying to eat lesser den usual and trying to tahan the hunger that hits me at night. Normal ppl will not know how the insulin works in our body. It really makes us alot more hungrier den usual.
I'm trying to do some exercise like walking home from my workplace. It may not be a very far distance but I do believe that it will help abit.
For my working hours its really quite difficult to spare out time to exercise. Working from 11-8 means I have to leave home latest by 1020am in the morning and by the time I reach home and have dinner, its like already 10pm. How am I able to go like jogging or anything.
And for the late nights. As what I've said earlier, after I had my dinner its like already 10pm liao. I dun really have much time to do things that I want for myself, like watching tv, playing games and chatting online with my frenz.
But oh well, much complaining is not much use. I'm not forced to have this kinda life. I chose to lead a life like this.
Be it whether I wanted it lydat or not, I have to live with it.
Ranting stops, logging off.
Till next time
Saturday, June 08, 2013
08-06-2013
Seems like a very long time since I've updated.
Nothing much to update also.
Last week we had a secondary school gathering as its the birthday of Yingjun's daughter.
Time flies huh
Yingjun is already married and his daughter is already one years old.
We're like in the drama of " Reply 1997 ", having a meetup like duno how long ago.
The last time I met up with them is Huifen's wedding which is like 2010 ? Coz I remember its the day of the World Cup Finals.
It has been that long.
Sometimes we still have some casual chats on the phone as whatsapp messanger is able to let you create groups and everybody can chat inside the group.
Sitting down together on a round table with food and drinks, the 说当年 session is definitely bound to happen.
One look and all of us have changed and grown up already. All of us hitting 30 this year.
So much things have happened all these years since we know each other when we're 13 years old. Some we know since 13, some 14 and some 15.
Talk about the past is always so full of fun because when we think back of all the things we have done together, we find it so funny.
Its even more funny for the group of Yingjun, Jiajie, Shun, Sam and me as we've know each other since Secondary 1 and in the same class since secondary 3. The 5 of us even failed our secondary 3 and repeated together !
So awesome rite ! Hahaha !
The times we play truant together, hanging around after school, doing stupid things like getting into fights together with people from other schools, going to neighbourhood school and disturb the girls, and of course studying together.
Friends build bonds lydat. Friends strengthen bonds lydat through the things we do together even if its something wrong. Building trust towards one another. This is what I call friendship.
Its something that you do not have to keep saying it to the whole world and letting everybody know that you treat him or them as a friend.
Friends always stick together during times. Even quarrels strengthen the friendship as we open up our hearts towards each other because we voice out all the happiness and unhappiness we feel towards each other.
I like this group of frenz even though I do not see them everyday or talk to them everyday but I know they will always treat me as a friend.
They gave me friendship when we were together. They helped me during the hard times of my life. They have fun with me when I'm bored.
All these things made me feel comfortable with them and I hope everything can last for 10 more years.
Its not easy to find friends that the friendship can last 10years, 20years or more.
Everybody please do cherish your friends and not just to be friends with people that you can make use of. If you only make friends because of making use of them, you do not know what is friendship.
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
07-05-2013
Life have been boring nowadays.
Nothing special happened.
The same old daily routine.
Hmmmm, maybe I'll talk about my trip to Korea.
As most of my frenz know, I went on a 5 days trip to Korea with Yangxian and Shawn.
A funny group of trio most my frenz say as Yangxian and Shawn are not frenz and both of the agreed to go together.
Its was a virgin trip to Seoul for the 3 of us and also the first time together as I've never been to overseas with Shawn before but a few times with Yangxian.
Before the trip I kept thinking whether the 3 of us will blend well together when we go korea as the characteristics of the 3 of us doesn't seem to be able to blend well.
Shawn belongs to the want to plan what to do and where to go type of person as he doesn't want to waste time especially when we are overseas.
Yangxian belongs to the kind that does everything very last minute. Like buying the air tickets in the last minute, coming to the airport in the last minute. And he doesn't really like to help as I've experienced it a few times from the few previous trips I had with him.
As for me, I actually belong to the very lazy type. I belong more to the type that follows the flow. Like u say u wanna go there I will just follow if the place you wanna go doesn't really interest me but I always try not to spoil the mood.
The first day was nothing interesting as we did not really plan what to do and where to go as we do not know what time we will reach the airport and we do not know the travelling time required to reach our staying place from the airport.
And so after a one hour plus of travelling time, we have reached our destination.
Brownsweet Residence, the place we will call our home for the next 4 and a half days.
The service apartment is actually quite costly as its like $240 per day but the facilities of the service apartment is quite good.
The service apartment is just a short 5 minutes walk from ChungJeongNo train station which is considered near.
Its quite easy to find the place because the building is quite tall and it has the wirds Brownsweet on it so actually its quite hard to miss.
On the first floor of the building, there's like a coffeeshop similiar to Starbucks just that its a smaller version of it.
There's also a small convinence store that we can get our daily needs like snscks, food and drinks when we need to.
There's also a few restaurants located. There's a japanese restaurant and a korean restaurant but due to time constraint we did not try any of them.
And now about the apartment.
The apartment is like a smaller version of a 3 room flat.
It consists of a living room which has a mini kitchen connected to it. 2 Bedrooms which one of them consists of a queen size bed and the other one is 2 regular size beds.
The bad thing about the rooms is that it doesn't come with any wardrobe but they compensate by giving you a makeup room which comes with a wardrobe which is beside the toilet.
The apartment is equipped with 3 aircons. One main in the living room and one in each of the bedrooms. Normally every night we'll turn on the main aircon in the living room and sleep with our doors open so that we do not have to turn on the aircons in the bedroom.
The toilet of the apartment is quite small compared to the regular hotel toilets as it doesn't have a bathtub, just a normal shower with either hot and cold water.
The toilet bowl is the japanese type that is able to heat up during cold weather and it has the thing that will spray ur butt after shitting which is shiok.
The bad thing about the design is that the washing basin is not in the toilet. So to wash ur hands or wash ur face you'll have to go out of the toilet but the basin is just beside the door of the toilet.
The kitchen is very well equipped with utensils for you to cook instant noodled and it comes with bowls, chopsticks everything. Its also comes with knifes and chopping board so you do not have to worry on missing out anything.
Overall I'm very pleased with the service apartment even though its like slightly more expensive den the regular hotels but I'm very happy staying there.
Highly recommended to friends if they are going in a group of 4 so that the $250 can be divided into 4 instead of 3.
Nothing special happened.
The same old daily routine.
Hmmmm, maybe I'll talk about my trip to Korea.
As most of my frenz know, I went on a 5 days trip to Korea with Yangxian and Shawn.
A funny group of trio most my frenz say as Yangxian and Shawn are not frenz and both of the agreed to go together.
Its was a virgin trip to Seoul for the 3 of us and also the first time together as I've never been to overseas with Shawn before but a few times with Yangxian.
Before the trip I kept thinking whether the 3 of us will blend well together when we go korea as the characteristics of the 3 of us doesn't seem to be able to blend well.
Shawn belongs to the want to plan what to do and where to go type of person as he doesn't want to waste time especially when we are overseas.
Yangxian belongs to the kind that does everything very last minute. Like buying the air tickets in the last minute, coming to the airport in the last minute. And he doesn't really like to help as I've experienced it a few times from the few previous trips I had with him.
As for me, I actually belong to the very lazy type. I belong more to the type that follows the flow. Like u say u wanna go there I will just follow if the place you wanna go doesn't really interest me but I always try not to spoil the mood.
The first day was nothing interesting as we did not really plan what to do and where to go as we do not know what time we will reach the airport and we do not know the travelling time required to reach our staying place from the airport.
And so after a one hour plus of travelling time, we have reached our destination.
Brownsweet Residence, the place we will call our home for the next 4 and a half days.
The service apartment is actually quite costly as its like $240 per day but the facilities of the service apartment is quite good.
The service apartment is just a short 5 minutes walk from ChungJeongNo train station which is considered near.
Its quite easy to find the place because the building is quite tall and it has the wirds Brownsweet on it so actually its quite hard to miss.
On the first floor of the building, there's like a coffeeshop similiar to Starbucks just that its a smaller version of it.
There's also a small convinence store that we can get our daily needs like snscks, food and drinks when we need to.
There's also a few restaurants located. There's a japanese restaurant and a korean restaurant but due to time constraint we did not try any of them.
And now about the apartment.
The apartment is like a smaller version of a 3 room flat.
It consists of a living room which has a mini kitchen connected to it. 2 Bedrooms which one of them consists of a queen size bed and the other one is 2 regular size beds.
The bad thing about the rooms is that it doesn't come with any wardrobe but they compensate by giving you a makeup room which comes with a wardrobe which is beside the toilet.
The apartment is equipped with 3 aircons. One main in the living room and one in each of the bedrooms. Normally every night we'll turn on the main aircon in the living room and sleep with our doors open so that we do not have to turn on the aircons in the bedroom.
The toilet of the apartment is quite small compared to the regular hotel toilets as it doesn't have a bathtub, just a normal shower with either hot and cold water.
The toilet bowl is the japanese type that is able to heat up during cold weather and it has the thing that will spray ur butt after shitting which is shiok.
The bad thing about the design is that the washing basin is not in the toilet. So to wash ur hands or wash ur face you'll have to go out of the toilet but the basin is just beside the door of the toilet.
The kitchen is very well equipped with utensils for you to cook instant noodled and it comes with bowls, chopsticks everything. Its also comes with knifes and chopping board so you do not have to worry on missing out anything.
Overall I'm very pleased with the service apartment even though its like slightly more expensive den the regular hotels but I'm very happy staying there.
Highly recommended to friends if they are going in a group of 4 so that the $250 can be divided into 4 instead of 3.
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