Tuesday, March 20, 2012
CN Blue - Still In Love
I draw you out again
Today, I hold back tears yet again
I let out a sigh – you’re my love
Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love
My painful love, I’m hurting as if I cut my skin
I try to hold it in but soundlessly, it hurts
My aching love, it’s bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I’m faintly aching
Today, I see the morning yet again
I draw you out again
Lingering attachments push over to me again
I still love you – you’re my love
You’re my love
Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love
My bad love, I call you but there’s no answer (no answer)
I beg to hold on to you but you coldly turn away (turn away)
My bad love, you are leaving like vapor (you are leaving)
I extend my hand to hold you but at some point, you already left me
Friday, March 16, 2012
Can't Let You Go Even If I Die
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain
Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That's why I
Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
No matter how much you push me away
I'll hold onto you until the end
So that you won't be able to go anywhere
If you're really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I
Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can't do that, I can't
I can't let you go, even if I die
I really can't let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can't let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Soccer
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Chinese New Year 2012
The Year Of The Dragon.
TV Programmes All Say That The Pigs Will Have A Good Year This Year. They Say The Pigs Will Have A Smooth Year Ahead No Matter In Work In Health In Everything.
Yah Yah, Thats What They Always Say About The Pigs But I Dun Really See Any Good Luck And Improvement In My Life.
I'm Not Complaining That My Life Sucks Or Anything. I'm Pretty Happy And Contented With My Current Life. But At The Age Of Going To 29 This Year, I Need To Expect More From My Life. My Life Shouldn't Be So Stagnant For The Past Few Years.
Oh Well, There's Nothing Much I Can Do Also As I'm A Lazy Person Thats Too Lazy To Do Anything To Change My Life.
Having The 3 Days Rest From Work Seriously Works Well.
I Had A Good Amount Of Rest From This 3 Days With Minimal Visiting And Trying Not To Go Out As Much As Possible So That I Can Stay At Home And Rest. There's No Place As Good As Home.
I'm Gonna Have A Few Dinner Outings With My Few Different Group Of Friends In The Next Few Days. Meeting The Groups Of My ITE First Year, The ITE 2nd Year And The Tiong Bahru Buddies That I Knew Since Sec Sch And Which We All Stay In The Same Area.
I'm Actually Quite Frequently Meeting The ITE 1st Year Buddies But Somehow We're Unable To Have The Full Group Together Due To Everybody's Busy Schedule Like Weihao Having Shift Work From His Job At MBS.
Weicheng Still Having Night Classes.
Bingsheng And Johnston The 2 Forever Uncontactable One. Doesn't Answer Phonecalls And Doesn't Reply To Any SMSes. Fuck Them Seriously, You Guys Dun Make Any Difference In My Life.
The ITE 2nd Year Group, A Long Time Since We Have Really Met Up.
Norman Always Say He's Busy With His Shift Work But I Already See Him Posting Photos On Facebook On His Fishing Trips, Talk About Always Say He's Busy.
Yeeling Went Back To Her Stewardess Job Which She Doesn't Have A Fixed Schedule With Her Work So It's Kinda Difficult For Her To Meet Up With Us.
Richard Having His 2nd Kid Already Which Means He Has Lesser Time To Come Out And Meet Us Up. Good Thing He Just Bought A Smartphone So He's In Our Whatsapp Group So We Can Chitchat Frequently.
Samuel Is The Most Busy Of Us All. A Person Holding 2 Jobs Means He Doesn't Even Have Much Time For Himself, Not To Say Come Out With Us. We All Understand So We Do Not Blame Him About Anything.
And Lastly Johnston Again, Dun Answer Call Dun Reply SMS, Fucking Whatever Man.
The Tiong Bahru Group Still Ok As We All Stay Near Each Other So Meeting Up Is Not Such A Big Problem, So Having A Group Dinner And Talking Cock Is Kinda Easy For Us. Totally No Problem With This Group.
It's Been A Long Time Since I Get To See ALl My Secondary School Buddies Already. Whenever We Get Older Our Bond Seems To Become Lesser And Lesser. We Do Not Even Chitchat On Our Phones, Not To Say Meetup Together To Have Dinner Or Something. Hope Somebody Plan Something So That All Of Us Can Come Out And Chitchat.
I Think Thats About It In My Post Today. It's Been A Long Time Since I've Blogged. Getting More And More Lazy Nowadays Already.
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
Byebye 2011, Hello 2012
Started This Blog In The Year 2005 Because I Got Nothing To Do After ORD, But Somehow This Place Became Like A Dairy Of Mine Already.
The Year 2011 Have Passed Already.
What Happened During The Year Have Been Recorded Into My Memories, Regardless Of Happy Or Sad.
The Ending Of My Favourite Show " 我爱黑涩会 " At That Time Was A Very Big Blow To Me Because I'm A Loyal Supporter Of The Show Which I Didn't Even Miss One Episode Of It. When It Ended, I Feel So Strange Because It's Like A Change In My Life. Suddenly I Do Not Know What To Do During That Timeslot.
It's The Year Which I Followed The Trend And Got To Know More About Kpop From My Friends Simon Woon And Shawn Lee. Getting To Know Girls Generation More And Slowly Loving Them Changed My Life For The Whole Year.
Listening To Girls Generation Everyday On My Mp3 Player And Slowly Get To Know More Of The Groups And Singers Like T-ara, Kara, 4Minutes, FT.Island, SS501 And More. Which Slowly My Interest Grew In Them.
Slowly Learning More Of Their Singers And I Attempted To Watch More Of Their TV Programmes. Korea Variety Shows To Me Are Equally Entertaining With Taiwan Variety Shows. They Provide Entertainment, Laughter And Of Course Pretty Girls !
Slowly I Get To Watch More Of Their Shows Like The Forever Entertaining " Running Man " Which Is Pure Awesome ! Once You Start Watching You're Unable To Stop !
" Invincible Youth " Is Another One Which I Cannot Miss Every Week. This Show Is About Korean Celebrities Going To The Urual Areas Of Korea And Stay There. Where They Learn How To Cook, Do Kimchi And Alot More Things.
" We Got Married " Is Also One Of The Awesome Shows That I Cannot Miss. This Programme Puts 2 Celebrities Together And Make Them Husband And Wife. Making Them Stay Together, Honeymoon And Lots Of Stuff. Everytime I See The Couples Develop Feelings And In The End They Have To Seeprate Makes Me Just Wanna Cry.
And Of Course Those Music Programmes Like " Mnet Countdown" , " Musicbank " And " Inkigayo " Are Also Awesome Shows That Introduces Me More Kpop Singers.
2011 Also Marks One Of The Most Happiest Days In My Life. My Friend Simon Woon Was So Awesome That He Got Me Tickets To Girls Generation Concert In Singapore !
At First I Was So Depressed That I'm Unable To Get The Tickets To Watch The Concert Which My Mood Was Being Hit To An All Time Low. Can't Even Concentrate On Doing Things And Playing Games During That Period. But He Got Me The Tickets Which Made Me Fly To The Top !
2011 Also Marks The Departure Of 2 Person In My Life.
One Of Them Is My Uncle Which Took Care Of Me When I'm Very Young And Always Doting Me Even When I'm Like 28 Years Old Already. Suddenly Diagnosed With Cancer At The Terminal Stage, There's Nothing That All Of Us Can Do Except For Visiting Him Everyday At The Hospital. Everybody Say It's Very Tiring For Me To Go To The Hospital Everyday After Work, But I Just Tell Them This Is The Only Thing I Can Do Now For My Uncle.
The 2nd One Is One Of My Friend Which Is A Very Nice Person, Justin Chua. A Guy Always Full Of Laughter, Always Want To Have Fun, Having The Heart Of A Young Boy Although He's Already At His Early 40s. A Person That Is Onz For Everything And Always Help Out Whenever We Need Help.
The Sudden Departure Of Him Due To A Heart Attack Left Such An Impact On Our Lives. The Regular Dinner Sessions, The KTV Sessions And The Movie Sessions Will Be Missing One Person Forever. A Person So Irreplacable In All Our Activities. I Feel So Sorry And Regretful That I've Always Rejected Going KTV With You. Now I Dun Even Get The Chance Anymore. Justin, I Wish You Having A Happy Life At The Other World.
All These Sums Up To What Have Been Happening For 2011. I Know I've Not Been Updating This Blog Because I'm Feeling Lazy Plus I Have Too Many Dramas I Need To Follow Up.
I Promise I'll Update This Blog Soon Again Just Like Last Time.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Into The New World
Close your eyes and feel, how you affect my mind, how you attract my gaze.
Don't wait for a miracle, there's a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can't be known, yet I won't change, I can't give up.
Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.
I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world's unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It's something we'll do together to the end, into the new world.
Don't wait for a miracle, there's a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can't be known, yet I won't change, I can't give up.
Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.
I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world's unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It's something we'll do together to the end, into our new world.
Feeling alone in this dark dark night
Your soft breath,
This moment, warmly entwines me in your presence.
I want you to know all my tremors
I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world's unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It's something we'll do together to the end, into our new world.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Girls Generation Let You Feel The Heat
One Of The Most Happiest Day Of My Life.
All Thanks To 9 Girls.
Girls Generation.
On My Previous Few Posts, I Was Complaining And Raging About How I Didn't Manage To Get The Tickets For The Girls Generation Concert In Singapore.
Just One Week Before The Concert, A Friend Of Mine Called Me And Told Me That He Had 2 Tickets On Sale. Even Though It's The Cheaper Category Which Is At The Balcony, I Still Decided To Get It From Him.
Why ?
Because I'm Desperate Already.
I Really Really Wanted To See Them In Person, No Matter Near Or Far. I Just Wanted To Be In The Same Place As Them, Breathing The Same Air As Them And Standing On The Same Ground As Them.
Yes, This Is Fanboyism.
I'm Like So God Damm Fucking Excited When My Friend Called Me And Said He Got Two Tickets On Sale.
When I'm At The Concert With One Of My Friend, I Kept Telling Him I've Never Felt So Excited For Watching A Concert. I Kept Smiling And Jumping On The Seat, Just Hoping The Concert Starts Sooner.
After 15mins Of Wait, It Started ! I Hear The Song " Genie " !
I Was So Happy And Excited I Could Not Control Myself. I Fucking Shouted And Screamed !
The Behaviour Of A Fan. It Was Uncontrollable. My Shouts And Scream Came Out Naturally.
I Was Over The Moon, So So Fucking Happy !
I Screamed When I Heard The Famous Songs Like " Hoot ", " Oh " , " Run Devil Run " , " Mr Taxi " , And Of Course Their Latest Song, " The Boys " !
I Cannot Imagine I Was Jumping On My Seat When I'm Listening To Their Songs.
I'm Also Happy When I Hear The Lesser Popular Songs Like " Let It Rain " , " Bad Girl " , " You-Aholic " And " Snowy Wish ".
I Was Super Excited When They Sang " Into The New World " During Their Encore ! It's Their Debut Song ! Even Though I Expected Them To Sing This But I'm Still So Excited !
So Nyuh Shi Dae, When Will You Girls Be Back To Singapore Again !
I Miss All Of You ! I Miss Yuri Tiffany Taeyeon Seohyun Yoona Jessica Sooyoung Sunny Hyoyeon.
Please Please Come Back Again !
From The Bottom Of The Heart Of A Fan.
Tuesday, December 06, 2011
I Go Crazy Because Of You
Everyday you make me crazy, even my soul goes crazy
I'm hooked hooked hooked on you
My body is hooked on you, you drive me crazy
Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me; sexy shadow
My heart used to be fine
Now it's all broken; you make me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly foolishly makes me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly; I'll go crazy
da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da sexy shadow
da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da make me crazy
I'm spinning spinning spinning
I spin everyday; Even my soul spins
My eyes are dizzy dizzy dizzy dizzy
My head is stinging stinging stinging
My body is hooked on you; You make me crazy
Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me; sexy shadow
My heart used to be fine
Now it's all broken; you make me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly foolishly makes me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly; I'll go crazy
Feel your senses to my scent
You empower me
My heart used to be fine
Now it's all broken
hey come on - I'm getting hooked on you tonight
I'm going crazy, I'm spinning and spinning with you
Da ra ra ra, The two of us, tonight, take it
This moist sensation, make it, fall into my seduction
Your hands and your feet, do it
Throw in your whole body, like it
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly foolishly makes me crazy
oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh! oh!
Living foolishly foolishly foolishly foolishly
foolishly foolishly; I'll go crazy
Sunday, December 04, 2011
Girls Generation Taken Over My Life
I'm Just So So So Crazy About Them ! They Can Really Affect The Mood Of My Day.
Remember Last Month When I Know They Are Coming To Singapore To Have A Concert, I Was So So So Happy And Excited ! It's Like Finally I Can Get To See Them In Person As I Missed The Previous Time They Were In Singapore. But This Time It's A Concert Of Themselves, No Shinee No FT.Island, Just Pure So Nyuh Shi Dae.
I Was So Happy Everyday And Looking Forward To Buying Their Tickets And Watching With My Friends And Fellow Fans.
As All My Friends Know, I Failed.
That Day Was One Of The Worst Day Of My Life Until Now. I'm So Excited About It, Talking About It Everyday And In The End I Didn't Manage To Get The Tickets.
All My Friends And Colleague Can Feel The Sadness And Disappointment In Me When They Saw Me. I Was Devastated. I Didn't Even Have The Mood To Watch Tv, Didn't Even Have The Mood To Play Street Fighter With My Friends.
My Mood Dropped Deep Down Into A Hole.
Maybe You Guys Think That I'm Already 28 Years Old And Still Behaving Like An Immature Kid Behaving Lydat. But Sometimes It's So Hard To Control. When You're Looking Forward To Something Alot, The Disappointment When You Didn't Manage To Get It Is Seriously Cannot Be Described.
Me And My Friends Promised To Watch Together But Due To My Incompetence, In The End We Don't Get To Watch Together. I'm So Full Of Apology To My Friends. We Were Really Really So Excited About It.
Just Last Week When I Heard The News That They Are Coming For MAMA2011 ( Mnet Asia Music Awards 2011 ), I Was SO Happy ! The Even More Happy Thing Is That It's Being Broadcasted Live On TV Plus It's My Offday ! Which Means I Can Stay At Home And Watch It ! SO SO HAPPY !
I Really Stick To The TV For That 6 Hours To Watch All The Korean Stars And Of Course My Favourite Girls Generation. Too Bad My 2nd Favourite T-ara Did Not Attend To The Awards.
I Behaved Like A Fan And Feeling So Happy When They Performed " The Boys " On Stage. I Was So Happy That I Keep Msging My Friend Simon Who Was Also A Fellow Hardcore Fan.
The Moment When They Were Awarded The Best Female Group Award, I Shouted YES !
It Just Came Out Naturally. This Shows I'm Really A Person Who Liked Them Alot And Feel So Happy For Them When They Got The Award.
During The End Of The Award, They Got The Artiste Of The Year Award. I Basically Went Crazy ! I Jumped Up From My Chair, Shouted Yeah And Keep Jumping Around ! I Wasn't Expecting Them To Win Because 2NE1 Seriously Had Alot More Votes.
I Was So Happy That My Mum Came Over To My Room And Asked Me What Happened. I Just Keep Telling My Mum " GIRLS GENERATION WIN ! GIRLS GENERATION WIN ! "
My Mum Have The WTF Expression Written On Her Face. I Guess My Mom Don't Get To See Her Son Getting So Happy And Jumping Around In His Room.
This Is The Reaction Of A Fan Who Loves Girls Generation.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Time To Love
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Perhaps I´ll see you, so I´m wearing the clothes you bought me
And I cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you´ll look for me again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together
Thinking maybe you´ll look and you´ll come back again
We still can´t forget
We still wan each other
We´re still in love
Separated, honestly I miss you
I miss you like crazy
I´ll wait for you no matter what, I´ll wait for you til the end
I stop to think, I´m standing still
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Thinking that maybe I´ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble
Thinking that my heart will sink and you´ll see me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I already changed my phone number
Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maube you´ll look and you´ll come back again
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again
But I can´t hear you nor see you even though I´m looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I´m going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There´s still a warm spot in my heart for you
You can bear it
Therefore I will be able to bear too
But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it
Thinking that perhaps I´ll see you by chance
And you will look at me
In front of the mirror I wipe my tears
Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again
Monday, November 07, 2011
Name Of SSF4 Japan Players
Tokido - Taniguchi Hajime
Mago - Kenryo Hayashi
Shungoku Neurosis - Makoto Shimizu
Momochi - Yusuke Momochi
ChocoBlanka - Yuko Kusachi
KayoPolice - Kayo Satoh
Kindevu - Yosuke Ito
RF - Ryota Fukumoto
D44 BAS - Ryo Yoshida
Canada Cup 2011 Results
1st place — Japan 2
- eLive|Kindevu (C. Viper)
- eLive|RF (Sagat)
- eLive|D44Bas (Akuma)
- eLive|MOV (Ken)
- eLive|Kazunoko (Yun)
2nd place — USA
- EG|Justin Wong (Rufus)
- coL.cc|Mike Ross (E. Honda)
- MRN|WolfKrone (C. Viper)
- EG|fLoE (Yang)
- coL.cc|Filipino Champ (Dhalsim)
3rd place — Japan 1
- MCZ|Tokido (Akuma)
- MCZ|Mago (Fei Long)
- Bonchan (Sagat)
- Neurosis (M. Bison)
- EG|Momochi(Cody)
4th place — Canada
- Air (Ryu)
- Chi-Rithy (Yang)
- Jozhear(Claw)
- Snafoo(Dhalsim)
- Riceta (Blanka)
5th place — Korea
- Laugh (Ryu)
- Infiltration (Akuma)
- Zzang Moo (Zangief)
- Naraks (C. Viper)
- Whitedoong2 (Dudley)
5th place — Europe 1
- LLL|Ryan Hart (Yun)
- Evans (Fei Long)
- WDM|Louffy (Rose)
- Coungster (E. Honda)
- Skatan (Sakura)
7th place — Singapore
- cc|Xian (Gen)
- Leslie (Sagat)
- Real Deal (Ryu)
- cc|Zhi (Zangief)
- HZY (C. Viper)
7th place — Europe 2
- Andreas (Rufus)
- FWord (Ibuki)
- JiJi (Sagat)
- Problem X (Seth)
- The Emporer (El Fuerte)
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Super Street Fighter 4 Arcade Edition : Single Tournament Results
1st : Kazunoko ( Japan )
2nd : Leslie ( Singapore )
3rd : Wolfkrone ( USA )
4th : Tokido ( Japan )
5th : Infiltration ( Korea )
5th : Mago ( Japan )
7th : Cuongster ( Europe )
7th : Momochi ( Japan )
Saturday, October 29, 2011
So Nyuh Shi Dae, I'll See You One Day
Today Is Definitely One Of The Most Disappointing Day Of My Life.
For The Past Two Weeks I’m So Hyped About So Nyuh Shi Dae ( Girls Generation ) Concert In Singapore On The 9th Of December.
I Was So God Damm Fucking Excited About It.
I’m So Excited That I Can’t Even Sleep Properly And Woke Up A Few Times In The Middle Of The Night.
And Here Comes 10am And The Fucking Sistic Website Jams !
When I’m Able To View The Seatings, It Says Sold Out .
FUCK ! SOLD OUT !
My Heart Juz Plunged From A High Place Down Dead.
My Disappointment Is Unexplainable. Just Pure Sadness, Disappointment And Tons Of Sorry To My Frenz.
We Promised To Go Together And Ask Them To Leave It All To Me. And I Failed Badly.
Guess This Is It. I’m Gonna Miss Their Performance In Singapore Again.
Fuck !
Friday, October 28, 2011
This Is Emotional
Is it just a heart-breaking memory..
It’s turning around…Your heart…Can’t I catch it with my tears…
My love I love you, I love you..Are you listening…
My love…Don’t forget…Don’t erase…Our love..
Can you see my tears. I long for you all day
My heart beat when we kissed but now it’s all a memory
My love I love you, I love you…Are you listening
My love Don’t forget Don’t erase… our love..
Everyday I long for you. That’s how my day goes by. Where are you…
I’m sorry I’m sorry that I can’t forget you…
My love come back to me.. Don’t leave my side, please…








