Smoking Or Not Smoking

Yup. I've Been Smoking Since 18 Years Old Which When I'm Studying ITE. But Dat Time I Really Seldom Smoke. Mostly I'll Just Take Cigarettes From My Frenz To Save The Trouble Of Me Buying Cigarettes And Hiding Them So That My Mom Won't Get To Spot Them In My Room.

After That When I've Graduated From ITE I've Stopped Smoking Maybe Because Due To No Smoking Kakis So It Helped Me To Stop. But After That When I Went To The Army. I've Gone Back To The Smoking Days Again. Maybe It's Because There's Alot Of Smoking Kakis There So I Somehow Became A Heavy Smoker.

Every Morning When I'm Waiting For The Bus I'll Smoke One Stick, After That When Reached The Camp After Breakfast I'll Smoke Again. The Interval Is Like Less Den 30 Minutes. After That Is Like Everytime We Have A Break Or Something We'll All Go And Smoke.

After That When I ORDed Already, Again Because Of No Kakis I've Stopped Smoking Again. I'm Thinking Whether Izzit Because Of The Smoking Alone Very My 2 Years Of NS Is Like Duno Smoke How Much Liao. Can As Heavy Until 2 Days 1 Pack. Sian Thing Den I Stop. I Got Like Stay At The Corridor And Smoke Alone, After A Few Puff I Feel So Bored Den I'll Just Throw Away The Cigarette And Go Back Into The House.

But After I've Started Working, I've Started Smoking Again. Because Working Is Really Abit Boring Lah, Sometimes Must Go Outside And Take In Fresh Air And " Expand " Our Lungs. Somemore Working There Got A Few Kakis Mah. When We Smoke That Time Can Talk Cock Together.

But Nowadays Duno Why. Whenever I Smoke, I Just Feel Very Bo Liao. It's Like Smoking Doesn't Do Anything To Me Lor. I Dun Feel More Relaxed, Dun Feel More Shiok, Dun Feel More Nothing Lor. I Also Duno Why I Smoke Lor. Quite Funny Rite. After Like So Many Years Of Smoking I Suddenly Got Thing Kinda Thinking. Hmmm, Seriously Izzit The Time For Me To Quit Totally Already Or Not.

Hmmmmmm..........

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