Have A Nice Trip

It's Been A Long Time Since An Actual Update From Me.

The Past 2 Weeks I'm Kinda Busy But Not For Anything Happy.

My Uncle Has Been Admitted To Hospital.

Illness : Diagnosed With Stomach Cancer, And It's The Last Stage Already.

When I Knew That, I Was Like What The Fuck ! Coz I Seldom Know That My Uncle Had Fallen Sick Or Anything. Den Suddenly When Admitted To Hospital Last Stage Of Cancer Liao.

He Was Admitted To Hospital For A Week And I've Actually Visited Him For The Whole Week Everyday After I Knocked Off.

I'm Not Complaining Or Anything. Visiting Him Everyday Is The Minimal That I Can Do For Him.

He And My Auntie Took Care Of Him Since I Was Born Until I'm Like Around 5 Years Old As My Parents Are Busy Working So They Can't Take Care Of Me When I'm Small. The Both Of Them Doted On Me Since, Even Until Now When I'm 28 years Old. So There's No Reason Why I Shouldn't Visit Him At The Hospital Everyday .

After A Week Of Admitting, He Finally Gave Up From All The Suffering.

He Passed Away.

It Was So Sudden To Me As The Previous Night When I Visited The Hospital With His Son, Which Is My Cousin. He Was Resting So Soundly And He Doesn't Look Like He's In Any Pain Or Anything.

And Just The Next Day He Went Off.

For The 5 Days Of The Funeral, I See My Auntie And My Cousins All Still Ok As They're Mentally Prepared For It Already Coz The Doctor Told Them It's A Matter Of Time Only.

But Until The 2nd Last Day Of The Funeral, My Auntie Just Suddenly Burst Into Tears. I Think It's Because It's The Last Day My Auntie Will Get To See My Uncle For The Last Few Moments.

At This Moment, I Wanted To Go And Comfort My Auntie And Ask Her To Take Care. But I Know That No Words Can Comfort Anybody That Is Suffering From This. The Words Will Only Make The Memories Come Back And Become Even More Sad And Emotional.

And Here Comes The Last Day. After All The Ritual And Everything, Until The Really Last Moment. My Auntie Burst Into Tears Again. It's Really The Last Moment That She Really Can Get To See My Uncle. She Just Can't Bear To See Her Go.

When We Reached The Cremation Centre, My Cousins Who Always Showed Their Strong Side During The Funeral Period, Also Dropped Tears.

I Can Hear My Cousins Sniffing Their Nose When The Coffin Is Being Pushed In.

It's Understandable.

When You See Your Dad For The Past 30 Over Years And Suddenly He's Gone. The Emotion Is Uncontrollable. I Felt Sad Also And My Mom Also Had Tears Coming Out.

A Close Relative Of Us Is Gone. Never To Be Seen Again.

After That When I Came Back Home, I Realised That I Didn't Even Have A Photo Taken Together With My Uncle All These Years.

I Regretted.

But It's Too Late To Say Or Do Anything Now.

If We Have Anything We Want To Do, Please Do Not Hesitate,

We Never Know When The Chance Will Be Gone.