Attraction And Concern

Hi Guys ! I'm Back Again To Update My Blog ! This Time I Have A Problem And I Duno What I Should Do.

Lately, I Saw A Girl Near My Workplace Which I Wish To Get To Know. 

You Guys Must Be Thinking Must Be Some Damm Cute Or Pretty Girl Or Something Rite, Its Not.

She Just Have The Normal Usual Look Just Like Any Other Girl, But Somehow I'm Just Attracted To Her.

I Asked Around And Finally I Got To Know What Her Name Is, But Not Through The Official Method Of Asking Her Directly But Asking Her Colleagues.

My Friends Around Me All Ask Me To Go For It. Ask Me Dun Wait Liao. They Say Success And Failure Is Just A Few Seconds Difference.

Of Course I Know Success And Failure Is Just A Few Seconds Difference, But I Have Alot Of Thoughts Going In My Mind Before I'm Doing It.

Firstly, I Found Out That She's Just Going To Be 21 Yrs Old This Year, Which Is 8 Years Younger Den Me. It's Quite A Huge Age Gap Difference Which Our Thinking Of Things Will Definitely Be Different.

Secondly I've Not Even Had A Chance To Say Hello Or Hi To Her Before. It's Because She Works With Her Elder Sister And The Elder Sister Follows Her Everywhere Which Makes It Even More Difficult.

Thirdly Is That She Works Near My Workplace So If I Really Approach Her Or Something It'll Be So Paiseh Because I Know Like Most Of The Staffs Working There And It's So Near My Workplace That I'll Surely Kena Disturbed Until Like Crazy, Not To Say Her Because She's Working There, Even More Paiseh Lor.

And Of Course For People Who Know Me Well Know I Have Diabetes Which Is Something That Won't Recover. Something That I Won't Even Know What Will Happen To Myself Everyday Plus I'm Already Not In The Best Of Health Already. 

I Already Understand My Own Situation About Everything So Of Course I Shouldn't Bring All These Problems To Some Other Person. Being A Burden To Ownself Is Already Bad, Let Alone Becoming Another Person's Burden.

Too Many Concerns, Too Many Things To Think And Consider About.

Guess This Is Life.