Saturday, November 30, 2013
30-11-2013
Monday, November 18, 2013
18-11-2013
Time flies too fast, 2014 coming and I've hit 30.
Everybody say hitting 30 years old and it will be a new start of your life journey.
It applies to alot of people but maybe not me. Alot of my friends who are at the same age as me have already gotten married and have kids already. It's a brand new life for them as their life goes on to the next stage.
As for me, nothing have changed. Still single and enjoying the freedom I'm having now.
It's always the common question that the elderly and my friends ask me.
" Chang ah, when are you gonna find a girlfriend and settle down ah ? "
It's been asked for like one million times and I've answered them also for a million times.
I also do want to find a person I like and settle down with her.
Easier said then done.
The society that I live now is so practical. Everything that is required to have a stable life is something that I do not have and do not own.
I'm not complaining that my life sucks, I'm actually very contented with what I have now.
I have an understanding mom which always looks out for me and take care of all my needs which I do not have to stress on. Although naggy at times until it reaches an unbearable stage, but deep inside I know all her words are full of parental love and concern. I believe it's a diffcult road for her as my dad passed away when I was 14 years old. She had to single handedly take care of me and my sister during the most difficult period of her life. Maybe I do not say it everytime but I do love my mom for all the things that she have done for me.
I have a job with nice bosses that also always take care of me when I needed help. I actually do really want to thank them as they hired me few years back when I was struggling to find a job after I've ORD from NS. If without them I do not know what would I have been doing now. But everything has to end one day and my turn is coming. I've had a job offer and I've decided to move over to help out my friend as he had just taken over a business and he needs someone to help him make his business prosper.
I have tons of good friends which revolves around my life. Be it good, bad, nice or irritating. It is a pleasure to get to know all of you so that I'm able to experience my life to the fullest.
Friendship is something that is unexplainable to me. Some friends you may have known them for like 10 years but you still have that uncomfortable feeling when you are with them. Some friends which you have just befriended maybe for just one day and you'll feel like knowing them for the past 10 or 20 years.
I always have this conversation with my friends about friendship. We all agree that friendship requires fate, not everybody can click with everybody.
I do not agree that I am the person that clicks with everybody but somehow I do have quite a number of friends. I belong to the type that if you do not start the conversation with me, I'll never go and start to have a conversation with you unless you're a girl.
I feel that maybe it's because of the school that I have attended makes me give people the feeling that I'm someone that you can talk to easily. Maybe it's because I do have alot of common topic with everybody thats why I can talk tons of shit with people.
Hmmm, actually I do not really know what I'm writing now as I suddenly got some random thoughts now and I do not know how to put them in words.
I shall stop now and continue another day.
Thursday, November 07, 2013
07/11/2013
Wah, long time since I've updated. Much to say but hard to write.
How should I start and what should I say first.
Hmmmmm
Daily life always the same, working and going home as usual. Meet up with friends has been lesser and lesser den usual. Everybody have been busy with their own lives.
Met up with the ITE first year gang on a Saturday to The Beer Market for some chill out session which means drinking and watching football matches together, plus there is Halloween celebrations at The Beer Market too.
Feeling happy and looking forward to the meet up session, but the session in the end is not as happy as we expected, or maybe as what I expected.
We met up at 9pm but due to me knocking off late from work, the rest had to wait for me to finish up my dinner which in the end dragged until around 930pm.
After I finished my dinner, and off we go to The Beer Market.
We went in and ordered our drinks and at the same time trying to find a table so that we can get comfy as we are gonna stay for football matches and have some bites along the night.
After awhile of watching soccer and chit chatting, at around 1030pm, one of them said his girlfriend is tired and he is leaving.
What the fuck rite
We only meet up like once per month and he sees his girlfriend everyday as they are colleagues at work.
What's with this seriously. Meeting up with us for just like less den 2hrs and not even finish watching one half of a football match.
I of course do know you love your girlfriend but have you like spare a thought for us ? We're like friends since 2001 which is like 12 years already and you can just abandon us just like that.
Two of them came down all the way from Yishun to have a meet up, one of them had an early morning shift from 7am to 4pm and he endured till 9pm coz he is looking forward to the meeting up to catch up with us as he works shift hours which is hard to accommodate to. For my case I'm just pissed off with you as you always fucking ignore my messages.
In the end we still organized the meet up as its been quite awhile that we had a meet up session and this is how you treat us ?
Seriously do you really think we're OK with it ? If you're gonna meet us for such a short while, might as well we cancel the meetup so that we can have time for ourselves.
Seriously be considerate for the others and dun always only think for yourself. Spare a thought for others, we have our own things to do too.
Ranting finish, logging off.
Sunday, September 08, 2013
08/09/2013
Nothing to be happy about and nothing special to celebrate too, birthday is just like any other day. Just a day that you'll get alot of birthday wishes from friends which you only get them once a year.
As we celebrate our birthday everytime, we grow one year older which means another year with more responsibilities coz we grow older and of course one year nearer to step into the coffin. Hahahaha.
For the majority of my friends that is 30 or older, most of them would have their own family already or some of them would already have gotten married just that they have no kids yet, but there's still a minority group that's just attached and some still single just like me.
At 30, I'm currently leading just the life of the free and single. I do not have to report where I am and what I'm doing. I can do whatever I want now like going out till the wee hours, watching TV and drama serials till morning and of course sleep the whole day away during my offdays.
At 30 years old, I do not really have any big achievements in my life. Most probably my only achievement is getting my driving license thats all. Sucked at studies and not earning any big bucks. I'm not saying I'm earning peanuts, the salary I'm drawing now is actually quite not bad as I'm just an ITE grad. An ITE cert alone can't get us anywhere.
Most of my friends thinks I'm kinda happy go lucky person as I always show the "Ahhhh, dun care lah " attitude towards most of the things but most of the time I do think about alot of things. Most of my friends and the elderly always ask the questions like , " Old liao leh, when wanna find a girlfriend ? " or " So what you gonna do for the remaining of your life ? "
All these are the common questions your friends and family will ask when you hit a certain age and now I am at that age, but I always try to avoid answering all these questions.
Why ?
Like I've always answered to my friends, having an ill body with poor health is a burden to everybody. It's a financial burden as we are dependant to medication and medical appts which cost a bomb in this country in this world. It's a physical burden when we are unable to do what we want and becomes dependant to the people around us who have to constantly take care of us whenever we needed help. We are also mental burden as we do not know when we will just go off anyday which will affect the lives of our loved ones.
With all these thoughts going on and on in my mind, might as well I do nothing and just lead on my life. The life of freedom and minimise the burdens I will give to the people around me. We may bring sadness to the people around us when we're gone but life still have to go on for the rest of them. We only play a part in their lives for a short period, in the end it's their lives that is the most important thing.
Why make people suffer when we already is suffering. I always believe that if I just take the blame if anything happens and it settles the problem, I'll just do it. I'm not saying I'm a very noble person but I'm the kind of person that just doesn't want any troublesome stuffs which keeps going on and on. If I alone taking the blame which can solve everything, I dun see why I shouldn't do it.
Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . Life, so complicated and troublesome.
Enough ranting for now, shall continue again soon
Monday, August 26, 2013
26/08/2013
Blood sugar is like always on the higher end nowadays. Eat alot also high, eat little bit also high. I seriously duno what to do to maintain the blood sugar on the lower side liao.
Everyday wake up here pain there pain. Few days ago shoulder pain, den back pain, den neck pain. It's like becoming some old man whole body also pain.
As I'm gonna reach 30, I realise I've not actually achieve anything yet. A person who is not good in academics which means I only have one Higher NITEC cert which seriously brings me nowhere.
I guess my only achievement is getting my driving license like 5 years ago.
I have plenty of plans for myself but it's all disrupted by either my laziness or due to alot of other reasons which in the end means not enough time.
I wanted to continue with my japanese lessons or retake my japanese lessons but my working hours and schedule is kinda hard for me to go for lessons as sometimes I do have to change my offdays which will lead to unable to attend classes. It happened the previous time which I missed 6 lessons and in the end I gave up and stop going for it.
I seriously feel I need another holiday. The short trip to Korea was fun but it's not enough. A short 4 day trip is abit too rush which makes me feel even more tired den not having a holiday. Perhaps staying at home sleeping for the whole day does wonders.
In the end I've started to rant again.
I shall stop now as I'm too lazy to type and I wanna watch TV liao.
Till next time . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Sunday, August 11, 2013
A CHEATED SINGAPOREAN’S RESPONSE TO PM LEE’S NATIONAL DAY SPEECH
In the latest BTO exercise, BTO flats remain oversubscribed by as much as 4.5 times in popular areas like Hougang (your much hated Opposition Ward). According to the HDB [Source], BTO applicant rejection rate is as high as 31%. So what do you mean by you have “cleared the queue”? BTO prices have also increased steadily over 2010 to 2012 [Source], what do you mean by “stabilized? Stabilizing linear increase instead of an exponential increase? Also, when you said you tightened up on property speculation, did you actually mean you are making it harder of young couples to secure a housing loan and increased the number of non-NS serving new citizens to take advantage of the BTO system?
800 buses, or 20%, of the exiting fleet has been added, with 550 of these buses paid for by a hefty $1 Billion Singaporean taxes [Source] while SBS and SMRT chalks tens of millions consistent profits every year, recession or not [Source]. Money matters aside, Singapore population swelled more than 35% to today’s 5.45 million under your 10 year premiership, how is your 20% increased capacity going to help? And you are selling me the 6.9 million story? Could you have the decency and humility to be present at Raffles MRT station at 7pm to see the ground for yourself?
Are you importing a foreign adult to make up for the shortfall of local babies? If you are, you are only worsening the aging population. The good part about this is that you have not given up on low fertility rate like your father did. The bad part is that you are doing it wrong and Singaporeans are bearing the brunt of your incompetency. It is not only congestion and overcrowding we are facing, what about diminishing employment opportunities, inflation of domestic prices, education places [Source]? In your drive for immigration, you have somewhat become the unofficial Prime Minister of foreigners in Singapore. You failed to address the gross disadvantages of National Service, the distinctions between PRs and citizens, the recognition that a Singaporean poor is valued more important than a foreign millionaire, the protectionism and privileges Singaporeans deserve for sacrificing to the political platform and accolades what you and your father enjoyed in our name over the decades. Your pro-foreigner policies have been logically met with much protests, but bear in mind, a better Singapore has always, and is made, only possible by citizens, not economic migrants.
For a start, please leave foreigners out of this “togetherness”. You know there is a political standoff among Singaporeans, then why do you deepen this divide by controlling the media and challenging every allegation, engaging in defamation lawsuits and letters of demands? It is no less hypocritical hearing that coming from a mental patient whose pathological history is stating otherwise. Perhaps I’ve been wrong, your idea of “togetherness” has no place for misfits like me. Your “togetherness” may prefer Singaporeans like me to emigrate, while a foreigner from any 3rd world country who can better appreciate you can be imported to take my place. You may also prefer to have Singaporean elderly working on a $4/hr paycheck than to have them taking a few zeros off your billion dollar projects like Garden by the Bay and the largest man-made river in Bishan. You may like new media control in addition to your worsening mainstream media credibility. And if what happened over the past few years is your definition of “togetherness”, kindly leave Singaporeans diverse and vocal.
I cringed when I hear that because the last time you said you want to help the poor, you raised GST by 2% and then your Ministers started drawing million dollar salaries. We didn’t know the poor you were referring to were the poor Ministers who may have their standard of living affected. Could you please be specific this time? Is $8 too much for Khaw Boon Wan’s bypass surgery? Does he need more help? If healthcare costs is an issue, shouldn’t you be reviewing the feasibility of the Medisave system instead of making undisclosed drawdowns from our reserves?
Thursday, August 08, 2013
08-08-2013
Saturday, July 20, 2013
20-07-2013
Thursday, July 11, 2013
11-07-2013
Saturday, June 08, 2013
08-06-2013
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
07-05-2013
Nothing special happened.
The same old daily routine.
Hmmmm, maybe I'll talk about my trip to Korea.
As most of my frenz know, I went on a 5 days trip to Korea with Yangxian and Shawn.
A funny group of trio most my frenz say as Yangxian and Shawn are not frenz and both of the agreed to go together.
Its was a virgin trip to Seoul for the 3 of us and also the first time together as I've never been to overseas with Shawn before but a few times with Yangxian.
Before the trip I kept thinking whether the 3 of us will blend well together when we go korea as the characteristics of the 3 of us doesn't seem to be able to blend well.
Shawn belongs to the want to plan what to do and where to go type of person as he doesn't want to waste time especially when we are overseas.
Yangxian belongs to the kind that does everything very last minute. Like buying the air tickets in the last minute, coming to the airport in the last minute. And he doesn't really like to help as I've experienced it a few times from the few previous trips I had with him.
As for me, I actually belong to the very lazy type. I belong more to the type that follows the flow. Like u say u wanna go there I will just follow if the place you wanna go doesn't really interest me but I always try not to spoil the mood.
The first day was nothing interesting as we did not really plan what to do and where to go as we do not know what time we will reach the airport and we do not know the travelling time required to reach our staying place from the airport.
And so after a one hour plus of travelling time, we have reached our destination.
Brownsweet Residence, the place we will call our home for the next 4 and a half days.
The service apartment is actually quite costly as its like $240 per day but the facilities of the service apartment is quite good.
The service apartment is just a short 5 minutes walk from ChungJeongNo train station which is considered near.
Its quite easy to find the place because the building is quite tall and it has the wirds Brownsweet on it so actually its quite hard to miss.
On the first floor of the building, there's like a coffeeshop similiar to Starbucks just that its a smaller version of it.
There's also a small convinence store that we can get our daily needs like snscks, food and drinks when we need to.
There's also a few restaurants located. There's a japanese restaurant and a korean restaurant but due to time constraint we did not try any of them.
And now about the apartment.
The apartment is like a smaller version of a 3 room flat.
It consists of a living room which has a mini kitchen connected to it. 2 Bedrooms which one of them consists of a queen size bed and the other one is 2 regular size beds.
The bad thing about the rooms is that it doesn't come with any wardrobe but they compensate by giving you a makeup room which comes with a wardrobe which is beside the toilet.
The apartment is equipped with 3 aircons. One main in the living room and one in each of the bedrooms. Normally every night we'll turn on the main aircon in the living room and sleep with our doors open so that we do not have to turn on the aircons in the bedroom.
The toilet of the apartment is quite small compared to the regular hotel toilets as it doesn't have a bathtub, just a normal shower with either hot and cold water.
The toilet bowl is the japanese type that is able to heat up during cold weather and it has the thing that will spray ur butt after shitting which is shiok.
The bad thing about the design is that the washing basin is not in the toilet. So to wash ur hands or wash ur face you'll have to go out of the toilet but the basin is just beside the door of the toilet.
The kitchen is very well equipped with utensils for you to cook instant noodled and it comes with bowls, chopsticks everything. Its also comes with knifes and chopping board so you do not have to worry on missing out anything.
Overall I'm very pleased with the service apartment even though its like slightly more expensive den the regular hotels but I'm very happy staying there.
Highly recommended to friends if they are going in a group of 4 so that the $250 can be divided into 4 instead of 3.
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Saturday, April 20, 2013
19-04-2013
Its been more den a month since we have meetup as the last meetup is during one of our fren's wedding dinner.
A meetup session between friends os always nice as we tend to update each other on what have happened during the period that we did not meet up.
For me, I told my frenz about my South Korea trip, one of them talked about his plan for a special occasion, one of them talked about work and one of them tslked about his girlfriend.
And here the conversation officially started.
As all of us only either saw his girlfriend once or didn't even see her before. So we're very concerned about their progress.
Having being together for a few months already, everything seems to be going smoothly for them. Having meals together frequently, working at the same place and going overseas together for a few times.
But all these is what we've been thinking as our friend will normally ignore us when he's in a relationship, so actuallynwe're quite used to it already.
But after having the Q&A session with him. We found out that actually he is having quite alot of pressure from this relationship. Physically, mentally and financially.
Having an age gap of 6 or 7 years old between them, both of them tend to have different thinking and different opinions in things they see and they do. And when the girl's position at work is higher den my friend, which doesn't improve to the situation.
My friend told us that his girlfriend hope that he can continue his part-time degree so that it will help towarda hom climbing to a higher position at his workplace.
Of course its good if my fren gets his degree. It will improve his payslip and the stability of his job. But all these requires time and money.
Studying part time in Singapore is definitely not something cheap and it'll easily require 3 to 5 years to complete it if everything goes smooth. If it takes 3 years, my fren will be 33 and if it takes 5 yrs, my fren will be 35. What if my fren cannot make it, the time and money poured in will be down the drain.
My friend owns a car and so naturally he'll send his girlfriend back home and den go home. This may sound normal but actually its not on the way for my friend. Their workplace is at Queenstown. My friend stays Clementi and his girlfroend stays near the Geylang area.
Its actually like travelling double for my fren. The extra petrol required and the ERP needed to pay daily accumulates up to quite an amount.
And most of the time when they go for meals, my friend is the one paying. This is something common as most of the time the guy will pay for the meal.
But as a girlfriend, do also try to help and understand mah. My friend position at the workplace is lower den u so obviously his salary is definitely lesser den u.
If before you guys got together you can travel by public transport, I dun see why u can't do it now. You may say that my friend insist in sending you home but YOU also can insist in rejecting his insist mah.
If you guys want to be together, there muz be mutual understanding between both of you. My fren can save up the money for the future of the both of you.
And since you know he's earning less den you so what you can do is contribute sometimes for meals together or something. Being the boyfriend doesn't mean he has to pay for everything.
Don't give the excuse of he insisted or guys should pay for it. So when happy both happy but when suffer only one suffer ?
Be understanding abit. This world is everything for themself. You may be young, you still have alot of chances in everything but my friend is already hitting 30 years old. If you're serious about this relationship, please understand and di not place your eyes so high and have expectations as high as where the skies are.
Nothing much for me to say and do also. The decision lies in the both of them. At the end of the day I'm juz a person that happened to walk into the path of their lives which can be erased easily from the memories of everyone.
Monday, April 15, 2013
15-04-2013
Something depressing have happened lately.
One of my fren his son is having the full month celebration. A pity I have to woek so I did not attend the celebration
According to my frenz that attended, my fren is full of smile and happiness during the party. Everybody was congratulating him and he replied thanks.
But the happiness shown on the face may not be genuine. You'll never know deep down what is he thinking.
After the celebration and everything, my fren went to work. As he works for a catering company, his working hours us quite irregular as food catering business does not have regular timing.
Monday arrives and he's not back home. Very common, happened alot of times. He felt tired after collecting all the catering stuff and he'll juz sleep in the car.
During night time, we sensed something strange, he hasn't call back home and inform anything. The wife, which is also our fren, is worried. She ask us to keep a lookout for him.
None of us is able to find or contact him. All started to get worried whether did anything hapen to him. Uncontactable in anyway. One of us went to his workplace and found out that he did not went to work.
We suggest they make a police report as we duno what have happened. Everyone is worried like hell, trying to find his whereabouts.
But to say the truth, there's nothing we can do except for waiting for news. We do not have the resources and time as all of us are working adults. So we should juz trust the police and let them do the job.
Comes wednesday morning. Yes, its wednesday already. The wife told us he's back home. All of us felt relieved but the next thing is a shocker. He wants to leave the wife.
What The Fuck !
Their son juz celebrated full month and their house is soon to be ready to move in. And now my fren suddenly says he wants to leave the family.
I duno whether izzit he wants a divorce or something but from what we know, he isn't the kind of person that would have an affair outside.
We are all puzzled by his actions. But at this moment, anything that we say will not make a difference in his actions. If the son and the flat is not able to make him change his decision, we do not know what can make him change his decision.
Life, marriage, family. All seems so strong but just a small thing will break it.
Monday, April 08, 2013
Saturday, April 06, 2013
06/04/2013
Well, I'm back safe and sound from South Korea !
Finally I've been to South Korea, the land of Girls Generation, T-ara, Apink and BoA !
Its the first time I've gone overseas with frenz and not with my bosses and colleagues as the previous trips are all with them.
South Korea is actually the last country in my wanna visit list as I've been to Hongkong, Taipei and Japan.
All these while to me, travelling seems like something which is near impossible for me to do due to my illness which I have to bring more things with me den a normal healthy person.
Because of these reasons, I find travelling a very turn off thing coz it will cause inconvinence to the people whom I'm travelling with.
But I'm very glad that all the people I've travelled with are very nice and understanding, always asking me is everything ok during the trip.
When I was young, I only get to know about other countries through watching variety shows, watching dramas and of course through the internet.
I never have the thought of travelling overseas when young due to all the travelling expenses like Airfare, Lodging and of course spending at that country. All these can easily add up to $2000 or more depends on the country.
$2000 may not seem to be a big amount to alot of people but $2000 may also seem to be a big amount to people also.
Like for myself, I do not really spend alot daily on things like gadgets or toys but I do spend quite alot on my meals which can easily hit $20 a day.
One thing that turns me off about travelling is that in my case, I have a savings account that I'll save $300 every month so that I could have some cash when I really do need it urgently.
Like for example, this trip to South Korea. The airfare is $850 and lodging adds up to around $350 which in total is $1200, and this doesn't include the money that I've spend there.
All these will add up to near $2000 like what I've said earlier. I will need like 7 months to be able to save up to this amount. And for a 5 day holiday, this amount of money in my bank is gone.
For me it requires 7 months to save up this amount, but to some other people who are earning lesser den me, they will need an even longer period to save up.
But I firmly believe that everyone should have their chance to travel to a country that they really wanted.
When I was small, I always wanted to go Japan as I'm attracted to the games, animes and mangas produced from the country.
When I hit my teens, I wanted to visit Hongkong due to the idolising of Andy Lau and Aaron Kwok.
When I grew even older, Taipei became the country I wanted to go due to all the Taiwan variety shows and dramas ehich always showed good food of Taiwan.
It may sound like a luxury that not everybody can afford to have, but travelling and looking at the real thing us definitely better den only looking at them through the tv and magazines.
The next post I'll be back with my experience on South Korea !
Thursday, March 21, 2013
21/03/2013
Just one more week today and I'll be in Korea !
Finally the trip is coming so soon. That time when we bought the air tix during january, we still keep saying still long lah, end of march.
And now its coming next week.
We have not plan where to go and what to do there. Its a free and easy trip.
We do have a few places we wanna go but we have not plan like when to go where. But we're planning to go from far to near.
The temperature there is from 3 - 15 degree so at least a windbreaker should be needed but I duno whether is winter wear required or not coz I've never experienced this kinda weather before.
I'm looking forward to the things I can eat but actually I'm not a big fan of korea food so I hope I'll be satisfied with the things I get to eat there.
This is the first time I'm going overseas with my frenz as the past few times I've only went overseas with my towkays and colleagues. Wonder how's the experience like.
Yup, back to work now !
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
12/03/2013
They got married in the year 2010 and finally their son have arrived in this world !
How time flies
The usual ITE group of the 6 of us, only me and norman are the only two that is not married nor attached at the moment.
The rest have all gotten married and have kids already, except for one of them who is married, have a son and divorced already.
Its been 11 years since we got to know each other already.
The 2nd year of my ITE life, the class which is more beng but definitely more fun and laughter.
In the blink of an eye, all of us reached adulthood, attended the school of social studies, the increasing of personal respobsibility.
At this point onwards, we have to andwer to everything we have done. No more acting pitiful and make our parents cover our shit.
For Sam & Steph, their new journey begins. How they will bring up their son is nothing short of difficulties, endurance and patience. A long and infinite journey.
All the best to them ! Frenz Forever !
Tuesday, March 05, 2013
05/03/2013
Time have passed so quickly. In a few months time and I'm gonna be 30 years old already.
Just the past saturday I attended Jeffrey and his wife's wedding dinner. Finally our Mr ITE beng is also getting married.
Feel so happy for him.
I'm quite surprised that he invited us as we didn't really keep in touch with each other ever since we graduated from ITE which is like in the year 2003.
Its been 10 years already.
I still remember last year I bumped into him at Shanghai Dolly and we still truing to recognise each other. I guess its because of that time so he invited us to his wedding dinner.
Hahaha !
All of us attended except one. I wun say who but all of us know who it is. Sometimes I really wonder our friendship to this particular friend, how much does it mean to this friend of us.
Whenever he has a girlfriend, we would be treated as invisible or non important. He'll only look for us when his girlfriend is not free which means when he doesn't have to accompany her.
I'm not saying that his girlfriend is not a nice person or something. I find his girlfriend is quite a nice person even though I only met her once.
I mean a few of my frenz also behaved in the same way after they had a girlfriend but his one is really abit over.
When we ask him something about he and his girlfriend, he'll juz plainly ignore us as if we're transparent.
This is god damm irritating seriously. If you dun feel like answering at least say you dun wanna answer, dun fucking cheebye plain ignore ok. How would you feel if you're in our shoes.
And last week, he juz last minute inform everybody that he's not attending Jeffrey's wedding dinner.
What the fuck rite !
And the reason he had given is because his girlfriend bought tickets to Genting and his share is included.
Seriously, the importance of going Genting with your 3mths old girlfriend compared to the wedding dinner of a 12yrs old friendship buddy, anybody can gauge which is heavier.
Yes, you will say that if you do not go Genting with your girlfriend, it'll be a waste of money and effort from your girlfriend and she'll be disappointed because its a surprise to you.
Tell you the truth, even though I everytime shoot you like a mother fucking phua cheebye, I can understand it.
But did it ever occur to you that how disappointed we are ? We do not meet up Jeffrey so often, its like the 1st time for so many years and its his big day.
A trip to Genting over the weekend is something which you can do it almost every weekend if its well planned. But the wedding dinner of a happy couple only happens once in a lifetime.
Imagine how much effort he has put into contacting us and asking us to attend the wedding. We may not be very once to him but he put in the effort to invite us and arranged us in a table to sit together.
Its a happy occasion and day to him and he hoped that the people he invited will attend but you disappointed us badly.
You may say that I'm a not understanding phua chee bye thats always picking on you.
Seriously its fine with me. I'm not alwats picking on you but I juz want you to understand and know the disappointment I had in you.
Oh well, everything takes time to happen. If you can't realise it in due time. There's nothing much I can do also. There's only so much an individual can do.
05/03/2013
Time have passed so quickly. In a few months time and I'm gonna be 30 years old already.
Just the past saturday I attended Jeffrey and his wife's wedding dinner. Finally our Mr ITE beng is also getting married.
Feel so happy for him.
I'm quite surprised that he invited us as we didn't really keep in touch with each other ever since we graduated from ITE which is like in the year 2003.
Its been 10 years already.
I still remember last year I bumped into him at Shanghai Dolly and we still truing to recognise each other. I guess its because of that time so he invited us to his wedding dinner.
Hahaha !
All of us attended except one. I wun say who but all of us know who it is. Sometimes I really wonder our friendship to this particular friend, how much does it mean to this friend of us.
Whenever he has a girlfriend, we would be treated as invisible or non important. He'll only look for us when his girlfriend is not free which means when he doesn't have to accompany her.
I'm not saying that his girlfriend is not a nice person or something. I find his girlfriend is quite a nice person even though I only met her once.
I mean a few of my frenz also behaved in the same way after they had a girlfriend but his one is really abit over.
When we ask him something about he and his girlfriend, he'll juz plainly ignore us as if we're transparent.
This is god damm irritating seriously. If you dun feel like answering at least say you dun wanna answer, dun fucking cheebye plain ignore ok. How would you feel if you're in our shoes.
And last week, he juz last minute inform everybody that he's not attending Jeffrey's wedding dinner.
What the fuck rite !
And the reason he had given is because his girlfriend bought tickets to Genting and his share is included.
Seriously, the importance of going Genting with your 3mths old girlfriend compared to the wedding dinner of a 12yrs old friendship buddy, anybody can gauge which is heavier.
Yes, you will say that if you do not go Genting with your girlfriend, it'll be a waste of money and effort from your girlfriend and she'll be disappointed because its a surprise to you.
Tell you the truth, even though I everytime shoot you like a mother fucking phua cheebye, I can understand it.
But did it ever occur to you that how disappointed we are ? We do not meet up Jeffrey so often, its like the 1st time for so many years and its his big day.
A trip to Genting over the weekend is something which you can do it almost every weekend if its well planned. But the wedding dinner of a happy couple only happens once in a lifetime.
Imagine how much effort he has put into contacting us and asking us to attend the wedding. We may not be very once to him but he put in the effort to invite us and arranged us in a table to sit together.
Its a happy occasion and day to him and he hoped that the people he invited will attend but you disappointed us badly.
You may say that I'm a not understanding phua chee bye thats always picking on you.
Seriously its fine with me. I'm not alwats picking on you but I juz want you to understand and know the disappointment I had in you.
Oh well, everything takes time to happen. If you can't realise it in due time. There's nothing much I can do also. There's only so much an individual can do.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
26/02/2013
Nothing much and nothing interesting have happened in these few days.
Chinese New Year have offically ended and everybody is back to work, including my mom who had a very long holiday and rest.
This year's Chinese New Year is juz like the same as every year. I find Chinese New Year in Singapore is nothing but a few days of public holidays for people who are tired from work and wants to take a break from work.
For people like me who works in the retail line, the Chinese New Year period is the only time that the shop will be closed half day from Chinese New Year Eve to the 4th day of the Chinese New Year.
This is the only period which we can really have a break from our usual work schedule, BUT it doesn't mean we really get to have our break.
We're all scheduled to go visiting to the relative's house or the relatives will come over to our place, which in turn may be even more tiring den working usual.
Like for myself, I need to go for visiting which in the end I have to wake up earlier den my usual working time and going home later den the usual time I knock off from work.
It may seems like its a period of holiday which people think no work equals to rest. But honestly most of us will be more tired den usual.
Apart from the usual practice of house visiting and having lunch or dinner gathering, there's no more the sprcial festive mood of Chinese New Year.
As all these festive seasons from the olden times to the current societies we are staying in, its juz days that vendors can get to sell things at a higher price and people will not make noise.
Why would people choose to buy Bak Kwa at $50 per kg during the Chinese New Year period and not buy at $30 per kg during the non Chinese New Year period.
Its all about marketing.
During Chinese New Year eat Bak Kwa and non Chinese New Year period eat Bak Kwa got taste different meh ? Eat Bak Kwa muz see mood one meh ? This is all about marketing but ppl during this period do not complain coz its the festive season.
I think in the next generation, they will not even know why they are celebrating the Chinese New Year.
Friday, February 15, 2013
Disappointment
Nowadays I feel so disappointed in so many things and I'm always ranting about it.
I'm disappointed in a few of my frenz. I have this group of frenz that I've known them during my ITE days which is 2001 which means that we've been frenz for like 12 years already.
Previously we always have meetups like having dinner together and watching soccer matches together. But chances of all these activities have been slowly getting lesser and lesser.
I do not blame them because now all of us are adults already. The responsibilty in us is different from last time. All of us have to go work and some of our working hours are different so we have to accomodate each other, plus some of them have to accompany their wife or girlfriend.
But I find all these are getting lesser already. Initially we're a group of 7 always coming out until few years ago one of them had a girlfriend and he like totally ignore us. He juz carry on his own life with his girlfriend without the need of company from us.
And now it became the group of 6. And during one outing, 2 of them had a conflict and it became the group of 5. After that, another one also found a girlfriend plus he's also busy with his shift work and this, it brings down to the group remaining of 4.
The 4 of us still keep in contact and have frequent outings even though one of them is attached also but as his girlfriend is perfectly fine with us so she always join us in our outing.
And now the problem comes when one more of us have a girlfriend. He is always accompanying her out and forget about us. He'll only look for us when his girlfriend is not free so he got the free time.
But when he's with us, he's constantly on his phone messaging his girlfriend. Watching a soccer match of 90mins but he's on the phone for 80mins. If this is the way den what for u ask us out but u treat us like transparent plastic.
And when I talk about this issue, you'll juz get angry and say I'll shoot whatever u say or do.
I admit I'm always shooting you and attacking you, but do you realise why I do that ? Chinese saying 无风不起浪, if there's nothing for me to shoot you den how am I gonna attack you ? If I'm not with reason why are you unable to defend urself ?
Anyway I'm always being the bad guy that always shoot people around, I'm already used to it. It doesn't matter whether you guys care or not.
12 Years of friendship, so weak and brittle. Easily destroyed by small issues.
W H A T E V E R !
Saturday, February 09, 2013
Why I Oppose
Along with many other Singaporeans, I oppose the White Paper.
Sunday, February 03, 2013
03-02-2013
Technology now is so advanced that I can blog on the go, blog anytime I want with 3G or 4G connection. So much different from last time when we need to find a free wireless spot den can use internet on our phones.
The past few days have been quiet at Funan centre, sales have not been good. The amount of human traffic walking around is juz pure pathetic man. Carpark always full but the building always empty, so strange isn't it.
I've been playing quite alot of Street Fighter X Tekken lately because of the new 2013 patch which fixed tons of stuffs from gameplay to character nerfs and buffs.
I'm getting the hang of how the game works as I didn't really put in much time in the previous version if not I would need alot of time to adapt to the ton of changes to the game.
Its getting slightly more fun den the previous version due to the increase in damage and the adjustment for frequent timeouts.
But overall I still find Super Street Fighter 4 Arcade Edition 2012 and The King Of Fighters XIII way more fun den this gane.
This game requires you to use alot of the game's main mechanic, The Tag Combo. It does require skill also to play this game but it emphasize more on tagging and air juggling.
I myself prefer games more footsie baded like Super Street Fighter 4 or more fast paced like KOF.
But well, I have someone to play with me time to time so I'll stick to this game at tge moment.
Friday, February 01, 2013
01-02-2013
Nothing interesting happened in Jan.
Me and Shawn have finally booked our tickets to Seoul. Really is finally man, after talking about it for a few months. We finally decided on the date. Its our first time going on a trip overseas together. It should be a fun trip since both of us are fun people. Hahaha.
Wen's period of working with us has finally ended yesterday. Last time I dun really know him much, only chitchatting much in the whatsapp group. Actually he is quite a fun person although quite kaobei at times but still a nice guy. A million thanks for the help given to us for the past 3 months so that our workload is being lighten during the festive season.
Another happy news is that Jac is pregnant again ! Congratz to then for getting their 2nd kid. Finally Gareth have a younger sibling for him to play with next time. Its about time for him so know how to be a good big brother.
My good buddy Nicholas also celebrated his birthday with us. I hope that he will get his wish granted in the next few months and Karen will get pregnant soon, so that he wun have to stress so much thinking of why he doesn't have a baby.
Oh well, thats all for now. Updating blog on a bus on the way home is not that easy. Till next time
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
A Life Too Taxing
The By Election for Punggol East has ended and the Worker's Party have won and taken the area.
Usually I'm not very interested in all these because I'm staying in an area that I do not have to vote for anything. But this time round the rally from the Workers Party really caught my attention.
People like LTK, DanGoh, DesLim talk about things happening around us and what the gahmen have done for us which does make alot of sense.
And from watching all these rallys, I had alot of thoughts in my mind.
I'm gonna hit 30yrs old this year and I do have to pay attention and know whats happening in my country as anything that is happening will definitely affect my life here either directly or indirectly.
The high rising prices of flats is crazy. A 3-rm flat now here can easily cost us 360k to 400k depending on the popularity of the area.
We're talking about $300 thousand here for a 3-room flat. For an average working person like me who earns like $2000 before the deduction of CPF will have to pay like 16yrs for this house if I splash all my salary in.
Normally housing loans here will allow u to drag for 30 years. Which means if I get to buy a house now I will have to be in debt for the next 30 years here. And I would be 60 yrs old by then.
And the gahmen here encourages us to give birth to babies to add the local population to the country.
Easier said than done.
To them of course its not a problem. Their monthly salary most of them us equivalent to my one year salary. Of course its easy for them to say.
For us the average working salary in this society, how are we gonna afford all these ! We would have to slog our lives for it. Paying for housing loans, paying for medical bills for the wife and kid and the daily expenses.
As chinese always say, 多一张嘴,多一份开销.
But when the gahmen suggest all these and when we dun do it. We get all the blame and say our country is not populated enough, so they need to bring in foreign talents.
Oh wow, this action us definitely not helping us in anyway we need. We're already staying in a competitive country which the prices of everything is going ip except our salary. And now here you guys here are bringing in people from other places to snatch from us.
Please teach us how do you want us to survive in our own country and not complaining about all the things you guys have done.
Yes, you guys said that all these things done is for the future of the country but seriously, I doubt I would be able to survive till the day arrive.
Thanks for everything, I love my country, but the country has become a country that is handled by people who doesn't know the needs and wants of the people who wants to support the country they deserve.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Welcome to 2013
I'm like so lazy in doing everything nowadays. I dun even feel like playing SRWOG on my PS3 which is a game that I've waited for years for it to be released on the PS3.
The year 2012 is just like a normal year for me, nothing special and spectular happened.
The significant things that happened in 2012 is having 2 groups of friends that entertained me for the large part of the boring year of 2012.
One of the group is the meat eating group which consists of Nicholas, Matthew, Galvin, Fei and Winston. We always have tons of bullshit to talk about. Food, tous, girls, boobs and gossip. We also combined together to expose some god damm mother fucking fraud. Its a fun group to be in, but guys, let us all have a more healthier life please.
The other group are the bunch of fun guys thats I've known in this few years that I've worked in Gamescore. All the gamers that behaves like normal human beings. The grouo of CKM, Shawn, Simon, Kelvin, Thimo and Big Ben.
Sometimes I'm so amazed that how humans with common topics can blend so well together. This group of ppl basically talks about everything under the sun.
Games, movies, music, cars, girls, gahmen, food. U name it, we talk about it.
But no matter how good all of them are, there's always bound to have some conflicts between everybody. Sometimes its because all of us are so comfortable with each other that we do not control the limits of our jokes towards each other.
One of us may find it ok, but maybe the other will find it offending after repeated jokes. Everybody's temper limit is different, but I do believe friends towards each other should be forgiving.
Good friends are hard to come by, not to say a group of friends that have the same interest in most of the things.
Its already the mid january of 2013. Wishing everybody a great nice smooth year ahead !
Thursday, January 17, 2013
一個人想著一個人 - 曾沛慈
天空有點灰
見不著你最愛的藍天
少了一個人鬥嘴
多些朋友的安慰
一切 都不是錯覺
來不及道聲感謝
故事已結尾
太多事情來不及後悔
我還有太多心願
太多夢沒有實現
桌上還留著過去的照片
我一個人的失眠 一個人的空間
一個人的想念 兩個人的畫面
是誰的眼淚是誰的憔悴
灑滿地的心碎
我一個人的冒險 一個人的座位
一個人想著一個人
眼角的淚這不是錯覺
那些年 那幾天 那一夜 都恍如昨天
這些年 這幾天 這一夜 你讓我失眠