Tuesday, March 20, 2012

CN Blue - Still In Love

I can’t fall asleep in this long night
I draw you out again
Today, I hold back tears yet again
I let out a sigh – you’re my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love

My painful love, I’m hurting as if I cut my skin
I try to hold it in but soundlessly, it hurts
My aching love, it’s bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I’m faintly aching

Today, I see the morning yet again
I draw you out again
Lingering attachments push over to me again
I still love you – you’re my love
You’re my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love


My bad love, I call you but there’s no answer (no answer)
I beg to hold on to you but you coldly turn away (turn away)
My bad love, you are leaving like vapor (you are leaving)
I extend my hand to hold you but at some point, you already left me

Friday, March 16, 2012

Can't Let You Go Even If I Die

Even though I'm young, the pain is the same
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain

Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That's why I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I'll hold onto you until the end
So that you won't be able to go anywhere

If you're really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can't do that, I can't

I can't let you go, even if I die
I really can't let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can't let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Soccer

I've Been Looking At The Blog Today And I Realise That My Posts Have Been Becoming Lesser And Lesser. It's Either My Life Is Getting So Boring That I Have Nothing To Write About Or I'm Just Plain Lazy To Update.

My Life Is Not Boring But Also Not Fabulous. It's Like A Daily Routine Of Working And Staying At Home. Currently At This Moment I'm Like Watching The Merseyside Derby On Tv Now. 

Liverpool Vs Everton At Anfield.

Not Sleeping You Asking ? I've Slept For A While Since Like 12am. Normally When I'm Gonna Watch Soccer In The Middle Of The Night I'll Go To Sleep Early So That I'll Be Able To Wake Up In The Middle Of The Night To Watch Soccer.

Soccer Fanatic I Am ? Not Really Because I Did Not Start Watching Soccer Since Small Or Young. I Only Started Watching Soccer Since Year 2000 When I Starting Schooling In ITE. 

Peer Pressure You Say ? Maybe, Partially. My Group Of Friends In ITE Consists Of Soccer Fans That Watches Soccer Every Weekend. You Can See Them Buying " The New Paper " Just To Read The Soccer Articles From Behind As Last Time Internet Is Not Such A Common Thing Which Everyone Has It At Home.

So In Order To Mix With Them, I've Decided To Pick Up Watching Soccer So That We Would Have Common Topics To Chitchat About When We're In School Or Outside.

After Watching A Few Times, I Fell In Love With It.

Alot Of People Who Doesn't Like Soccer Will Just Say That 21 People Running Around And Chasing A Ball Where Got Exciting. 

Yes, I Had This Thinking Before I Started Watching Soccer.

Maybe It's Because When I Started Watching Soccer, All The Matches That I Happen To Watch Are All The Exciting Matches At That Time Which They Really Attracted My Attention. Watching Leeds United Losing 3-0 To Liverpool And Mark Viduka Scoring 4 Goals To Make Them Win 4-3 Is Such An Unbelivable Match.

Watching Leeds United Going 4-0 Down Against The Mighty Manchester United And Fighting Back To 4-3 Is Also Something To Be Remembered Even Though They Still Lost. Watching Leeds United Defeating The Invincible Barcelona 2-1 Is Definitely Something Exciting.

If You're Reading You'll Be Thinking Why The Exciting Matches All Consists Of Leeds United ?

Yes, Leeds United Fan I Am. Leeds Is One Of The First Team That I Watched On Tv And I Just Randomly Decided To Support Them. At First I Thought That Support Only Won't Be That Difficult But Slowly I Grew To Love Them In My Heart.

Watching All Their Matches No Matter They Win Or Lose, Buying The Team Jersey And Surfing Their Website On A Regular Basis.

Watching Them From A Top Class Team Slowly Dropping And Dropping Into A Championship Calibre Team. Facing Financial Difficulties And Forced To Sell All The Star Players In The Team Made Me So Disappointed.

Is This All For The Team I Supported So This 10 Years ? Going Down And Never Coming Back ?

This Looks Like The Case When You See The Squad Changing And Changing Every Season. Still Selling The Star Players Every Now And Then Speaks For Itself.

No Ambition In The Club Owners And The Manager In Charge At That Time.

I'll Still Have To Wait For One Day That They Will Be Back In The Premiership. 

And The Day Will Eventually Come.