I'm back again !
Just the new year have started and everything I feel has been going wrong for me.
Health has been getting bad as I've fallen sick today with fever, sorethroat and cough. Not to say the frequent headaches and feeling giddy nowadays also.
I really duno what is happening to me.
Becoming 33 years old is somehow scary to me coz its an age that I have a risk of dying due to my diabetes which this year is the so called Magical 20th year.
Diabetic patients usually will have complications around the 18th year once diagnosed and during the 18th year, I had chestpains and after going to the doctor, I was diagnosed with a leaking heart valve which causes pain to my heart and chest due to the backflowing of blood to the heart.
And now this year is my 20th year.
Only at the beginning of the year only and I've fallen sick and experienced much heartpain more den like the total of last year.
These few days I keep having so much pain in my chest that I kept sleeping and taking painkillers for my heart which is a bad thing because we're not supposed to take so much painkillers in our lives as it harms the liver.
Painkillers are something that we shouldn't keep taking as it tells our brain that the area is not having pain anymore or the pain has subsided but actually pain is still being inflicted to the area just that we don't feel any pain to it but the damage is still being dealt without us knowing.
And I know I shouldn't take so much painkillers but sometimes the pain is just unbearable, and it happens to the heart and not other places.
Imagine you having a headache and its already so painful that you have to take painkillers, imagine having the same amount of pain on your chest, on your heart.
Sometimes I feel that I already have so much illnesses already, why are you giving me so much more defects to my body.
I'm not blaming anybody. It's my body, its my responsibility to take care of myself and I know for the past 20 years I'm totally not doing any part to that. I am not even taking care of my body.
But somehow I feels everything is too late now, all the damage has been done already.
Sad, depressed, giving up.
Monday, January 18, 2016
Saturday, January 09, 2016
09-01-16
And I am back again ! And wow ! Its the year 2016 !
My last day of 2015 was working nothing in the office, there is practically nothing to do there. And so I headed home at around 3pm as its an official halfday at my workplace so I just went home and have a rest.
At night I met up with my frenz for dinner and we were thinking where to go after that, and Marcus suggest that we go to Clarke Quay as he had a free one night staycation from Liang Court, Somerset Residence and so we went !
The view from the door was quite good, the room is very well done. Its the kind of room that I had in mind if I am going to stay alone.
It has a queen size bed and which there's a small table at the side with an alarm clock which is actually quite loud.
On the other side, there's a table which I feel is for dining and work purposes.
This is the view from the side of the bed which u can see the table there which looks very nice also
The kitchen at the other side is also quite well renovated and equipped.
There's the most important thing, the fridge. And of course there are utensils like spoons, forks, chopsticks, bowls and plates. Its also equipped with an induction cooker which you can cook a meal for urself if you are in the mood as pots are provided.
The toilet is a very typical hotel-like toilet which comes with a bathtub.
The toilet is also very well renovated and nice. But its the typical hotel toilet like what I've said earlier.
After that we had some chitchat, watching tv and drinking beer just to wait for the countdown and the fireworks.
One thing I do not like is the position of the TV though, its too far away from the bed which you cannot lie on the bed and watch tv. You must sit at the table area den its possible to watch the tv.
After that we waited till 12am and from the window we are able to see the fireworks from MBS as we're on the 25th floor.
I have to say the fireworks are just quite normal but I feel alot of money is spent. LOL !
Anyway after that at around 1am we decided to leave the couple there and go home as we're feeling tired also.
And at last, a selfie !
Happy 2016 EVERYBODY ! ! ! ! ! ! !
My last day of 2015 was working nothing in the office, there is practically nothing to do there. And so I headed home at around 3pm as its an official halfday at my workplace so I just went home and have a rest.
At night I met up with my frenz for dinner and we were thinking where to go after that, and Marcus suggest that we go to Clarke Quay as he had a free one night staycation from Liang Court, Somerset Residence and so we went !
The view from the door was quite good, the room is very well done. Its the kind of room that I had in mind if I am going to stay alone.
It has a queen size bed and which there's a small table at the side with an alarm clock which is actually quite loud.
On the other side, there's a table which I feel is for dining and work purposes.
This is the view from the side of the bed which u can see the table there which looks very nice also
The kitchen at the other side is also quite well renovated and equipped.
There's the most important thing, the fridge. And of course there are utensils like spoons, forks, chopsticks, bowls and plates. Its also equipped with an induction cooker which you can cook a meal for urself if you are in the mood as pots are provided.
The toilet is a very typical hotel-like toilet which comes with a bathtub.
The toilet is also very well renovated and nice. But its the typical hotel toilet like what I've said earlier.
After that we had some chitchat, watching tv and drinking beer just to wait for the countdown and the fireworks.
One thing I do not like is the position of the TV though, its too far away from the bed which you cannot lie on the bed and watch tv. You must sit at the table area den its possible to watch the tv.
After that we waited till 12am and from the window we are able to see the fireworks from MBS as we're on the 25th floor.
I have to say the fireworks are just quite normal but I feel alot of money is spent. LOL !
Anyway after that at around 1am we decided to leave the couple there and go home as we're feeling tired also.
And at last, a selfie !
Happy 2016 EVERYBODY ! ! ! ! ! ! !
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