30-09-2014

And I wish my good frenz Ckm and Jess a happy happy marriage !

12-09-2014

Been lazy to do everything nowadays. Its either I'm getting lazy or I just dun have any mood to do anything nowadays.

My health is really getting from bad to worse. That day I really suffered quite a bad chest pain which I nearly fainted and the people around me says I look very uncomfortable also which I really feel very uncomfortable.

I was told by my doctor that I shouldn't take painkillers as its will worsen my diabetic condition and spoil my liver.

Yup, this is the most sian thing that you can ever get. Having 2 illnesses and bith their medication and problems clash with each other. I take the medicine for this problem and it will worsen that problem. I take medicine for that problem and it'll worsen this problem. Life sucks huh.

But I always have a not so positive or positive attitude towards all these illnesses. I'll just take everything step by step. Things doesn't improve if I just keep stressing on it and worry about it, it does absolutely nothing. If I have to die, I will just die, nothing to be worried about.

Sometimes I just dun understand the people around me. They have a good life but they still keep complaining about how their life sucks when I see the life they are having now, it doesn't even suck abit.

Sometimes I feel some people theybare just too comfortable with what they have and they do not want or unable to adjust their lfe. They are unable to even accept abit of failure or obstacle and they kust say their life sucks and they do not even put in any effort to solve the problem.

If you have a problem you need to solve, solve it. If you have a problem that is really unable to solve, worrying so much doesn't do anything.

But alot of times I see the problems that my frenz are facing aren't any big problems. 

My frenz all always complain that they want this they want that but they do not have any money to buy it. Is the thing a must ? Izzit very important ? If its a must den you should have prepared yourself for it like saving money for it beforehand. If its not a must den just dun buy it. 

A need and a want is two totally different thing. Its like I need medication but I want a car. I need to eat but I want a break.

But alot of the people around me doesn't understand that. They think a need and a want are two same things.

Suddenly I do not have any mood to blof anymore.

Till next time

03-09-2014

My all time favourite cutie Jung Eunji !