Wednesday, January 29, 2014

29-01-2014

We're now already in the year 2014.

Everybody is hoping a brand new year, a brand new start to everything.

Of course, I also want a brand new year and a brand new start.

It's a brand new year and I do have a brand new job. But this new job didn't come easy. There's some hiccups before I was able to get this new job. I was supposed to help my friend but somehow there were some issues and in the end I wasn't be able to stay long enough.

After that I told a few of my friends about it and one of them asked me to go over to his workplace to work as he said he needed help as they are gonna expand plus his wife is giving birth very soon thats why he needs more help. As of course I agreed to take up his offer as during that time I'm considered out of a job.

And of course my health is really getting more and more worse. I always hope a brand new year everything will become better but no. This time round it has really become a serious problem as now it's just not only the Diabetes problem but there is more other critical issues with my body which I'm not gonna mention here.

Sounds depressing huh.

For a person who suffers from Diabetes since 13yrs old and now another new problem arises when I've hit 30 years old, how not to be depressed.

But for me, I still find it quite ok as I belong to the more whatever type of attitude. As I grow older I just feel that my life is just gonna be like this, it's not gonna get better and it'll just better worse and worse. So what for I go and worry about all these things.

I always tell my friends when they are stressing about something. If the problem can be solved, try your best to solve it, if the problem can't be solved, what for you worry so much because no matter how much you worry and stress about the problem, it won't be solved. Might as well just do what we can do lor, nothing to worry about.

Oh well, complains shall end now as it's gonna be Chinese New Year very soon ! Let's just enjoy the holiday period !

Wednesday, January 08, 2014

08-01-2014

It's been one month since I've updated this blog of mine.

And here come 2014, a brand new year !

Time flies so fast, so many things have happened in 2013.

In 2013, I hit 30 years old. I cannot believe that I'm already 30 years old, now most kids dun call me korkor and they call me uncle already. I have to admit, I'm really getting old liao.

From 29 to 30 is actually a very big change. Suddenly you'll feel more tired easily and you'll realise that it's so difficult to stay up late compared to last time. Now I can't seem to wake up to watch late night football matches, even the alarm clocks are not working as effectively as last time.

2013 is the first time I went on an overseas trip not with my bosses and colleagues, but with friends and it's the first time I went to Seoul. Although it's the first time I went overseas with my friends but most of the arrangement is not made by me. Most of the arrangements like the air tickets and the lodging is all done by my friend as I'm quite noob about all these things.

The first trip with my friends have been quite a fun trip as we went to a country that neither the 3 of us have gone to before which gives us more excitement about exploring the country. We went for the DMZ Tour which is a tour that we go to the border of Seoul which we can see North Korea just directly opposite us.

I find overseas trip should be fun when you're with friends because you can see how your friends will behave at home and when staying together with them because naturally they will feel like they are at home so you can see all the patterns and things they do when they are at home. Hahaha.

2013 is also the year that my health goes for the downhill. Being already having Diabetes since young, now I have more problems with my health. I will not mention what the problem I'm having with my health but now I truly believe that I need to really take care of my health. If it's signs that I should stop doing things like smoking and eating alot of unhealthy stuffs, it's giving me a chance to chance my currently lifestyle and I really hope I'm able to do it.

Lastly in the year 2013, I've decided to resign from my job. It's not that I'm not happy with the previous job, I'm actually quite happy working with my previous employers and colleagues. Just that I feel that I need to have a change of working environment plus because of the new health condition that I have, I decided I need to have a change of job and working environment.

2013 may not be the most happening year in my 30 years of life but it definitely have made a few changes to the comfortable life that I've always have. Maybe it's a sign for me to change, either for the worse or for the better, but I feel it's something that I have to do and change.

Maybe the year 2014 be a better and healthier year for me.