31st August
Just a few more hours and I'm officially 33 years old.
Yes, I'm getting older and older, weaker and weaker day by day.
I suddenly feels that I'm experiencing mid-life crisis now.
I'm always thinking about life, thinking about stuffs, thinking about what will happen if this happens, what will happen if that happens.
I tend to prefer to be alone nowadays, preferring to do things solo and doesn't like to talk to people.
Thoughts always running through the mind.
Duno why there is like always so many things to think of.
They always say people who think alot are clever as they tend to plan things in advance to have a foolproof plan but my thinking of things is like thinking and thinking and thinking which I don't even know how to put them in words.
Sometimes I just don't feel I got the motivation to do anything, even things that I like and I dun even feel motivated to do it.
I feel I have just totally lost interest in everything.
I'm just feeling so bored of everything until that everyday when I reach home I just turn on the tv but I'm not even watching it.
Sometimes I dun turn on the TV, dun turn on the PC and only turn on the radio and lying on the bed doing nothing and starring at the ceiling.
Not motivated, no interest in anything.
Wednesday, August 31, 2016
Wednesday, August 17, 2016
17-08-16
It's already August 2016, nearly 3/4 of 2016 have passed.
That time I was worried about my health as one of my friend said that I have some symptoms of stomach cancer which got me worried for quite awhile. After much advise from friends, I've decided to go have a checkup. If I dun have cancer den of course its ok. If I really have cancer, at least I know I have it and I can plan for what to do in the future.
When I got my medical report, I was kind of relieved because I do not have any cancer. At least I do not have any more illness except for my diabetes and heart problem.
THAT IS A RELIEF.
Because during that period, I was constantly thinking of what to do if I do happen to have cancer which made me kinda down on my mood.
I am a person that always think of the worst case senario in case anything happens. I've been doing that for maybe the past 10 years.
I'm always thinking if I die, what will happen to my mom and my sis.
As for my sis, she's already married so at least anything happens she can still depend on her husband which is my brother in law.
As for my mom, I'm always having plans in my mind. I'm always constantly thinking of working more so that I can save more money for my mom so that if anything happens to me like if I need to stay in hospital or fallen so ill that I'm unable to work anymore, at least there will be some money kept so that she doesn't have to worry so much about it even if it's just a small amount.
I always feel that I need to work more, to earn more so that my mom can retire earlier and do not have to work so hard to still earn money.
But at least now its lesser of the worries because I DO NOT HAVE CANCER !
Yeah !
So now I shall go and enjoy myself by watch drama and playing games !
Logging out !
That time I was worried about my health as one of my friend said that I have some symptoms of stomach cancer which got me worried for quite awhile. After much advise from friends, I've decided to go have a checkup. If I dun have cancer den of course its ok. If I really have cancer, at least I know I have it and I can plan for what to do in the future.
When I got my medical report, I was kind of relieved because I do not have any cancer. At least I do not have any more illness except for my diabetes and heart problem.
THAT IS A RELIEF.
Because during that period, I was constantly thinking of what to do if I do happen to have cancer which made me kinda down on my mood.
I am a person that always think of the worst case senario in case anything happens. I've been doing that for maybe the past 10 years.
I'm always thinking if I die, what will happen to my mom and my sis.
As for my sis, she's already married so at least anything happens she can still depend on her husband which is my brother in law.
As for my mom, I'm always having plans in my mind. I'm always constantly thinking of working more so that I can save more money for my mom so that if anything happens to me like if I need to stay in hospital or fallen so ill that I'm unable to work anymore, at least there will be some money kept so that she doesn't have to worry so much about it even if it's just a small amount.
I always feel that I need to work more, to earn more so that my mom can retire earlier and do not have to work so hard to still earn money.
But at least now its lesser of the worries because I DO NOT HAVE CANCER !
Yeah !
So now I shall go and enjoy myself by watch drama and playing games !
Logging out !
Sunday, August 07, 2016
Monday, August 01, 2016
01-08-16
Finally, August is here !
More den half of 2016 have passed, time does flies fast.
Yup, I'm gonna talk about the 2nd last day of my Japan trip in June.
The last day is considered our OTOT day as we extended an extra day so that we can walk around, buy some stuffs and have some good food together as the previous 2 days we need to follow the schedule which we do not really have much own time for ourselves also.
We decide to go Harajuku and Shibuya area to walk around and have our meals there.
We went to this ramen restaurant called Kyushu Jangara which is located at Harajuku. Its located on the 2nd floor of a building but we recognised it due to the queue spotted.
The black garlic ramen is actually quite good ! But its kinda oily though. But all ramens are supposed to be oily also because the layer of oil on top is to keep the ramen warm.
See they busy eating until ignore my selfie. Z z Z z Z
After that we decide to walk around Harajuku. Harajuku is my favourite place because there is damm alot of pretty girls walking around, but somehow they disappear on Sundays.
After that we saw this big LINE FRIENDS store and we went in to have a look but obviously guys doesn't have anything to see but its different for girls so we decided to stay outside and let the lady have some own shopping time in the store.
After that we went into some Adidas store which they have display for a new batch of shoes which look really quite nice.
After awhile we decided to go Akihabara because guys NEED to go Akihabara !
When we reached, we went to queue up and try the Pablo Cheesecake that everybody is talking about.
They were queueing for it but actually the queue is kinda short also. Not like SG always ppl queue for food until knn.
LOL ! Sophia was wearing this sunglasses that have such powerful reflective lenses that you can literally see Nicholas and me through the reflection.
After that we went to Yodobashi Camera wanting to have dinner at Sushizanmai, but when we reached there den we know that the branch at Yodobashi have closed already so we decided to have a walk inside. And YES ! YODOBASHI !
There's alot of Final Fantasy 15 and Persona 5 promotions going on as those are big titles in the country. You'll be amazed as there was a Live Streaming Event just to announce the release date for Persona 5. Japan is just an unbelivable country.
And of course the Audio section is always full of AKB48 and Nogizaka46 stuffs. They are like the only groups that's dominating the music charts in Japan. I feel no other groups come close to challenging them.
After that due to no more Sushizanmai, we decided to go for some BBQ Meat dinner just opposite Yodobashi.
I forget the name of the restaurant but the meat is really damm good ! But the price is kinda on the high side also. So at least its nice to justify the price.
After the dinner we were so tired that we decided to go back to the hotel liao.
Ok, thats all for today. Time to go back and grind my FFBE !
More den half of 2016 have passed, time does flies fast.
Yup, I'm gonna talk about the 2nd last day of my Japan trip in June.
The last day is considered our OTOT day as we extended an extra day so that we can walk around, buy some stuffs and have some good food together as the previous 2 days we need to follow the schedule which we do not really have much own time for ourselves also.
We decide to go Harajuku and Shibuya area to walk around and have our meals there.
We went to this ramen restaurant called Kyushu Jangara which is located at Harajuku. Its located on the 2nd floor of a building but we recognised it due to the queue spotted.
The black garlic ramen is actually quite good ! But its kinda oily though. But all ramens are supposed to be oily also because the layer of oil on top is to keep the ramen warm.
See they busy eating until ignore my selfie. Z z Z z Z
After that we decide to walk around Harajuku. Harajuku is my favourite place because there is damm alot of pretty girls walking around, but somehow they disappear on Sundays.
After that we saw this big LINE FRIENDS store and we went in to have a look but obviously guys doesn't have anything to see but its different for girls so we decided to stay outside and let the lady have some own shopping time in the store.
After that we went into some Adidas store which they have display for a new batch of shoes which look really quite nice.
After awhile we decided to go Akihabara because guys NEED to go Akihabara !
When we reached, we went to queue up and try the Pablo Cheesecake that everybody is talking about.
They were queueing for it but actually the queue is kinda short also. Not like SG always ppl queue for food until knn.
LOL ! Sophia was wearing this sunglasses that have such powerful reflective lenses that you can literally see Nicholas and me through the reflection.
After that we went to Yodobashi Camera wanting to have dinner at Sushizanmai, but when we reached there den we know that the branch at Yodobashi have closed already so we decided to have a walk inside. And YES ! YODOBASHI !
There's alot of Final Fantasy 15 and Persona 5 promotions going on as those are big titles in the country. You'll be amazed as there was a Live Streaming Event just to announce the release date for Persona 5. Japan is just an unbelivable country.
And of course the Audio section is always full of AKB48 and Nogizaka46 stuffs. They are like the only groups that's dominating the music charts in Japan. I feel no other groups come close to challenging them.
After that due to no more Sushizanmai, we decided to go for some BBQ Meat dinner just opposite Yodobashi.
I forget the name of the restaurant but the meat is really damm good ! But the price is kinda on the high side also. So at least its nice to justify the price.
After the dinner we were so tired that we decided to go back to the hotel liao.
Ok, thats all for today. Time to go back and grind my FFBE !
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