Sianz Sianz Sianz

Looking At My Topic Should Know That I'm Sian Already. Only That Dunno I Sian Of What Thing. Here Goes All My Shit Now :-

I'm Kinda Sian Of My Sister Which I'm Always Complaining About. My Sister JUST Doesn't Seem To Learn. Whether She Touches My Things Without My Permission, She'll Definitely Get A Scolding From Me When I Found Out That She Touches My Things. After All Those Scolding, She Still Continue To Do All These. I Dunno Whether She Really Need The Thing Or She's Just Plain Fucking Trying To Be Irritating, She Just Won't Stop Doing It. Why The Fuck Must She Keep Touching My Things Without My God Damm Permission.

2nd Is My Mom. I'm Not Really Sian Of My Mom Lah, And Definitely Not Angry About Her. I Know She's Also Working Very Hard At Her Workplace And Due To My Mom Is Those Thinned Skin Type, She Doesn't Really Interact With Her Colleagues. From What I Know She Mostly Have Her Lunch Alone. I Dunno Whether Is She Doesn't Ask People Or She Prefers To Eat Alone, She Somehow Always Seems Very Lonely When She Is Working. I Seldom Hear Her Talking About Her Workplace Also.

I've Experienced Eating Alone Before And I Know The Feeling Sucks. But Due To My Working Hours I'm Not Able To Accompany My Mom To Go Eat Her Lunch Also. I Know My Mom Works More Than Us As She Still Needs To Do The Housework When She Reaches Home Like The Laundry And Washing. So She Always Complains She's Very Tired And Sometimes She Just Gives Out A Black Face For The Whole Night.

I Know She's Working Hard And Is Very Tired So She Complains. But This Doesn't Mean My Job Is Not Hard Work Also Mah. Her Work Is Sit Inside Office And Do Work. My Job Is Standing And Walking Around Trying To Promote And Boost Sales. Standing For Like 9 - 10 Hrs Per Day Is Not Easy Lor. Sometimes It's Really Quite Tiring. Sometimes I'm Also Required To Do Some Delivery Which Means I've To Work 10am - 10pm That Day.

When Sales For The Day Is Not Good, My Fren Which Is My Boss Will Also Complain Why The Sales Sucks Like Hell. This Kind Of Thing Seriously Is Not Under My Control Mah. When There's No One Entering The Shop, No Matter How Good A Sales I Am Also Cannot Do Anything Mah. Can't Possibly Ask Me To Go And Serve Ghost Rite. So Mine's Also Not A Very Easy Work Lor.

3rd Thing I'm Sian Is My Working Hours. 12pm - 10pm Daily Really Occupies The Whole Of My Day. Having A Sucky Working Hour Of 12pm Means That I Can't Really Do Anything In The Morning. I've Not Been Going For My Driving Lessons Since April Due To My Working Hours And The Fully Booked Slots Of My Driving Instructor. I'm Not Touched A Car For Months, I Duno How I'm Gonna Drive The Car When I'm Going Back To The Driving Centre.

Working Life Is So So Bored. I Really Missed The Carefree Life Of Students When Our Main Thing Is To Study. Working Part-time Is Just To Increase Our Pocket Money. But Now We Work To Survive In This Fast-Paced City. I'm Tired And Sian.