11-07-2013

Its been like a month since I've updated my blog.

Things have not been going well. My diabetic condition have not been doing well and I do not know what have been causing it.

My blood sugar have been constantly staying at the high range nowadays. Even a day of balanced meal without much starch or sugar still makes it go high.

I seriously duno what is happening. 

Izzit because I've been eating much more den what I usually should have ?

Izzit because I'm always going out drinking with my friends ?

Izzit because of the constant late nights that I'm having ?

Or izzit because of the lack of exercise that I'm having ?

I believe actually all these things does a part in what is happening.

I'm trying to do something that I can, maybe not putting in enough effort.

I've been trying to eat lesser den usual and trying to tahan the hunger that hits me at night. Normal ppl will not know how the insulin works in our body. It really makes us alot more hungrier den usual.

I'm trying to do some exercise like walking home from my workplace. It may not be a very far distance but I do believe that it will help abit. 

For my working hours its really quite difficult to spare out time to exercise. Working from 11-8 means I have to leave home latest by 1020am in the morning and by the time I reach home and have dinner, its like already 10pm. How am I able to go like jogging or anything.

And for the late nights. As what I've said earlier, after I had my dinner its like already 10pm liao. I dun really have much time to do things that I want for myself, like watching tv, playing games and chatting online with my frenz.

But oh well, much complaining is not much use. I'm not forced to have this kinda life. I chose to lead a life like this.

Be it whether I wanted it lydat or not, I have to live with it.

Ranting stops, logging off.

Till next time