18-11-2013

It's already November, it's less den 60 days to the year 2014.

Time flies too fast, 2014 coming and I've hit 30.

Everybody say hitting 30 years old and it will be a new start of your life journey.

It applies to alot of people but maybe not me. Alot of my friends who are at the same age as me have already gotten married and have kids already. It's a brand new life for them as their life goes on to the next stage.

As for me, nothing have changed. Still single and enjoying the freedom I'm having now.

It's always the common question that the elderly and my friends ask me.

" Chang ah, when are you gonna find a girlfriend and settle down ah ? "

It's been asked for like one million times and I've answered them also for a million times.

I also do want to find a person I like and settle down with her.

Easier said then done.

The society that I live now is so practical. Everything that is required to have a stable life is something that I do not have and do not own.

I'm not complaining that my life sucks, I'm actually very contented with what I have now.

I have an understanding mom which always looks out for me and take care of all my needs which I do not have to stress on. Although naggy at times until it reaches an unbearable stage, but deep inside I know all her words are full of parental love and concern. I believe it's a diffcult road for her as my dad passed away when I was 14 years old. She had to single handedly take care of me and my sister during the most difficult period of her life. Maybe I do not say it everytime but I do love my mom for all the things that she have done for me.

I have a job with nice bosses that also always take care of me when I needed help. I actually do really want to thank them as they hired me few years back when I was struggling to find a job after I've ORD from NS. If without them I do not know what would I have been doing now. But everything has to end one day and my turn is coming. I've had a job offer and I've decided to move over to help out my friend as he had just taken over a business and he needs someone to help him make his business prosper.

I have tons of good friends which revolves around my life. Be it good, bad, nice or irritating. It is a pleasure to get to know all of you so that I'm able to experience my life to the fullest.

Friendship is something that is unexplainable to me. Some friends you may have known them for like 10 years but you still have that uncomfortable feeling when you are with them. Some friends which you have just befriended maybe for just one day and you'll feel like knowing them for the past 10 or 20 years.

I always have this conversation with my friends about friendship. We all agree that friendship requires fate, not everybody can click with everybody.

I do not agree that I am the person that clicks with everybody but somehow I do have quite a number of friends. I belong to the type that if you do not start the conversation with me, I'll never go and start to have a conversation with you unless you're a girl.

I feel that maybe it's because of the school that I have attended makes me give people the feeling that I'm someone that you can talk to easily. Maybe it's because I do have alot of common topic with everybody thats why I can talk tons of shit with people.

Hmmm, actually I do not really know what I'm writing now as I suddenly got some random thoughts now and I do not know how to put them in words.

I shall stop now and continue another day.