25-04-2014

Been wanting to go on a trip overseas for a short vacation and relax myself and was thinking of which country to do.

Taiwan, Japan, Hongkong or Korea. I'm a person that is difficult to adapt to changes thats why I only have asia countries in my mind.

I've been to all the 4 countries that I've stated at the above being Hongkong the longest which is in 2007 and Seoul the most current which is last year.

Previously due to work constraint which is very difficult for me to take leave and go overseas because previously I'm in the retail line which if I take like one week of leave it will cause inconvinence to my colleagues as it will obstruct their offdays and they'll have to work for the whole week.

Now I'm working in a job of office hours which taking leave does not really afect their offdays except for them needing to cover the work that I'm supposed to do.

I'm thinking of going to Busan and Seoul this time round. As for people who doesn't know where is Busan, its also in Korea, just that its a different part of Korea.

Looking for companions to go but my frenz are all busy during the period which I want to go which is during the October period.

I agree that I'm slightly disappointed but I also can understand why they are unable to join due to budget constraint as I myself also have severe budget constraint so its something I totally can understand.

This time I chose Busan is because Busan has alot of pretty girls ! Hahahaha ! Examples are celebrities like Kim Tae Hee, Jung Eunji, Jung Yoomi and of course alot more of them.

Secondly is because I've been to Seoul once and I find Seoul is really not that fabulous if not for the Hallyu Wave now. Busan feels like a more different place from Seoul as its like not that modern and the people there speaks in a different dialect and which people say Busan People speaks in a rude way.

I've read online about Busan and they say Busan is actually quite a boring place but some people say that its a good place to relax oneself as the pace there is not as fast and hectic as Seoul. Thats why I've chose Busan this time round.

As my frenz are unable to join me this time round which means I'm gonna travel by myself this time. I'm a person who rarely travels and so I hope this time if this trip is successful and I enjoy it, I hope to have more trips by myself. But of course if there are frenz together definitely will be a better option.

Companionship is always better den travelling alone mah.

Logging off now . . . . . . . . . . . .

21-04-2014

My Apink favourite, Jung Eunji ! Cuteness to the max !

13-04-2014

Congratz to Apink for their All Kill with Mr Chu ! My 2nd favourite girl group after T-ara !

09-04-2014

The past few days I've been watching this Korean Reality Show call " 4 Sons And 1 Daughter ".

It's a Reality Show which 5 celebrities moves in with 2 old folks which are husband and wife and the 5 of them will be their kids for a duration of 5 days and 4 nights.

The host are Kim Gura as the eldest, Kim Min Jong as the 2nd son, Seo Jang Hoon as the 3rd son, Kim Jae Won and the 4th son and Lee Honey as the youngest daughter of the 5.

I happen to watch this episode which they go to a fishing village at Jeju Island and be the kids of a pair of old folks that catches fish early in the morning and brings them to the market to sell after that.

I watched this episode because there's my favourite Jung Eunji in it which is the guest for this week as the youngest of them all.

All of them helped out with the folks in going out to the sea early in the morning to catch fishes and bringing them to the market to sell for their daily spending.

After all those activities they'll go back home and prepare lunch for the whole family and have a meal together and followed by dinner with some fun games and chitchat session to end the day.

At first I'm just watching because of Jung Eunji but after watching a few episodes of it, I felt that the celebrities are really all into the thing and treating each other as siblings.

Of course I know all these shows are scripted but maybe because of their good acting or they really slowly get to know each other and became more and more comfortable with each other. I really somehow see the bond they have during these few episodes.

They all cared for Kim Gura when he went out to sea and came back home with severe seasickness which actually he did not even contribute anything during that period.

They praised Kim Min Jong when he went out to sea and successfully helped out in catching tons of fishes back as usually he's the one that screw up everything.

We see the young sisters of Lee Honey and Jung Eunji really acting as nice daughters, always helping out the folks in cooking and of course accompanying them throughout as they are girls which are really not capable of doing more of the physical work. Eunji even knitted a shawl or scarf whichever you all call that for their mom in that short 4 days when they are there.

When they are at home after a long day of work, they are all still so full of fun and laughter when they talked about what happened during the daytime and the things that they have done. This is really something that is lacking during this modern time of the life that we're having.

It's until the last episode of this group that really tear-jerked me.

As it's just a 5 day 4 night recording. In the blink of an eye and it's time for them to leave.

You can see when the old folks are sending them to the place where they first see each other with official introduction to each other which the group and the folks really look like total strangers to they really walked together like a close family.

The folks are like feeling so reluctant to send them back as they are celebrities and they don't even know when is the next time they will see each other again. The mom and dad are like slowly tearing up especially the mom when Eunji gave her the shawl or scarf which I feel it is so touching as it's just a short 5 days.

After watching this I looked at myself and think what have I really done for my mom, it's actually nothing. I'm not even a son that my mom can be proud of me. Kim Gura said in the show that after we know our mistakes we have made, we should live our life in reflection.

I totally agree with that but how many of us are able to do that.

Realise our mistake and life our life in reflection.

04-04-2014

Feeling tired as usual, sleeping time gets earlier and earlier.

Last week our company had an event and all of us went to the event as we sponsered some prizes and we wanna see the turnout for this kinda events to see wherher is there any potential to sponser these events.

The event ended at around 12plus an after that I met my frenz for supper and of course having the usual chitchat sessions.

After that when I went back home I dis the usual watching tv and playing games routine and after awhile I realise its like 5plus in the morning liao. Den I was thinking might as well I just tong abit more den I can go to the market and have my breakfast, den go home sleep.

I over-estimated myself.

I was lying on the bed and in less den 5minutes I fell asleep. I only woke up at around 12plus in the afternoon.

And I woke up because there's commotion in the house, if not I think I'll still be sleeping.

After that I did the usual stuff I did on saturday, slacking around.

Until around 5plus, I felt tired again and I went for a nap. And the fuck I woke up at 9pm !

And I woke up coz I'm hungry.

After that I had dinner and I lie on the bed watch football matches. Watchig and watching I fell asleep again !

And the next thing I found out when I woke up, its sunday morning already.

Wow ! What a way to spend a day.

30-03-214

So fast it's been a week liao and April is coming.

Yesterday there is a slight quarrel in the family.

My mom and my sister have been quarrelling about credit card bills.

My sister have been overspending alot with her credit card and my mom is very unhappy about it.

Sometimes I just dun understand my sister, why can't she just spend within her means.

It's like if you earn this amount of money, of course you spend within this amount of money and not spending over this amount. If you overspend and cross over the amount of money that you earn, how are you gonna clear the amount as it'll become your debt and credit card debts are so difficult to clear because there'll be interests and it's gonna add up to more and more.

Of course I know credit cards provides alot of convinience to people as you're using your future money which you will still have money to use because the bill will come in the next month so you dun have to worry for this month.

But what about next month ? You'll be in debt as you'll need to fork out the amount of money you've spent last month which most of us would have forgot about it and when the bill comes, our reaction will be like WTF I've spend that amount of money last month ! How am I gonna pay up for it.

That's when the problem comes from the use of credit card. Most of the people do not keep track of their expenditure.

Normally for me I try not to use my credit card unless I've run out of cash or the thing cost like few hundred which I do not have so much money during that month. But most of the time I'll use my own money.

But this case doesn't apply to my sister. She likes to keep using her credit card for whatever stuff or place she goes. She can use her credit card to pay for a $5 meal at Subway. This is ridiculous, she's not even staying like in the US which most of the things they uses their credit card to make payment as it's too over convinent there.

But not long ago she used her credit card to go for a tour to Europe which cost around $9000.

WTF ! It's fucking NINE THOUSAND DOLLARS !

My sister doesn't even earn like half of the $9000 and she just sign for a tour to europe of $9000. How the god damm mother fuck is she gonna pay for it ?!?!?!

That's when my mom got angry over it.

It's not the first time my sister is doing something like this and it's definitely not the last time she's gonna do it unless my mom cancels away her credit card.

For god fuck sake, why the fuck did she go and sign a fucking tour package of $9000 which she herself isn't able to pay for it. And she argues that she's not spending alot of money compared to me.

WOW ! My most expensive trip is to Seoul which is less den $2000 with air tickets and lodging added in.

How the fuck can I possibly spend more den her seriously. And she still dare to say that I'm spending alot more den her.

WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THAT SERIOUSLY !

I'm getting so angry when I'm writing this. I shall end this now and continue another day.

23-03-2014

Daily life have been normal, nothing much happened.

Just one more week and March will be gone and we'll be moving on to the 2nd quarter of the year.

Time flies fast fast fast.

In the blink of an eye and April is coming.

My favourite game, Super Robot Wars Series is coming to the PS3 and the PS Vita. I am so excited about it !

Hope I can have more time to play after the game releases.

Health is more or less the same. It doesn't improve and it doesn't go worse, so I dun really give a fuck about it.

My 2 favourite football clubs, Leeds United and AC Milan have been performing sub-par this season, which AC Milan is actually playing like shit in their league.

With only 35 points from 28 games is unacceptable from one of europe's biggest club that boast players like Mario Balotelli, Ricardo Montolivo, Michael Essien, Keisuke Honda and Kaka.

I Seriously hope Clarence Seedorf can do something about it. It's not his fault as he just took over the position of head coach but the team please do something about it. Stop showing this kinda shit performance.

Nothing much to say this thing round, BYEZZZZZZZZZZ !

16-03-2014

Already midweek of March and very soon we'll be heading to the 2nd quarter of 2014.

Work has been ok for me, slowly adapting to everything. Workload is still quite average for me as the official jobscope for me is still not set yet so now I'm doing whatever the bosses ask me to do and they let me do whatever I want when it's free time for me.

Nothing to talk about health related this time round coz I've not gone for my medical appointments which falls on June and August so everything is well now I hope, living everyday like normal.

That day I was meeting up with my NS buddies as it's been a long time since we've meet up.

We were chatting about life and we said that we're stuck at the era now that the economy is growing in our country. Everything is going up for our lives financially but our salary is still stagnant.

Our parents they work hard during their era and they got repaid in a good way as during their time houses and cars are affordable. Everything during that era is at an affordable price.

And for the future generation after us, they will be able to adapt to it as they are born in the expensive era and everything will be adjusted. Their salary will definitely be adjusted to the way of living in the future and so they will not be suffering.

Now our era is at the time everything is increasing. Our value of flats is definitely crazy. I stay at the Tiong Bahru area and a normal small 3 room flat will cost me like 380k which is damm expensive. Not to say 4room flats at 550k and 5room flats at 700k.

For an average working personnel like me who earns like 2k per month, it's impossible for me to be able to own a flat. If I own a flat I'll be like in debt for the next 30 years which god knows whether I'll be still alive or not.

If I happen to get married and have a family with a kid, the expenses will be sky soaring as baby needs are damm expensive now. A Can of milk powder can easily costs you $70 and it'll just be able to feed your baby for like maximum 2 weeks. Not to say diapers and medical appointments for the baby which will add up to a few hundred dollars per month.

And when you have a family, you'll definitely need a bigger flat and to some, a car. Now a car like a Honda Fit can easily cost us 140k, and Honda Fit is considered a small car already. So if now I buy a 4room flat and a Honda Fit, I'll be easily in a debt of 500k which god knows when the fuck I'll be able to repay all the loans I'll have, which I haven't include all the daily expenses.

So we were saying that we were trapped in this era of growing economy which is becoming a liability to this current generation which we have to slog out our lives working and working so that we can just manage to repay our debts for our whole life to be able to provide a better life for our next generation.

I duno whether to say that we are unlucky to be living in this era or lucky that we are living in this world of growing economy

Jung Eun Ji - It's You ( Three Days OST )

Though my heart aches, it’s you
The precious love in my earnest heart

Because my heart hurts, because tears are falling
Like a wilted flower in the wind
Like the stars hiding behind the silently floating clouds
I carefully look back at the memories

In my aching heart, in this difficult love, flickering in the cruel time
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness

Even if the wind blows, don’t be sad
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love

In my aching heart, in this difficult love, flickering in the cruel time
In case my sad love that only looked at you gets buried in sadness

Even if the wind blows, don’t be sad
Love is buried in my heart like it’ll easily explode
Even if we’re far apart, we have the same memories
My teary love

Are you filled with the cold memories?
Crying, as you keep thinking about it alone?

Though my heart aches, it’s you
The precious love in my earnest heart
Though tears are falling, like the small stars during the long night
My love protects me

08-03-2014

One more week have past and it's the 2nd week for March 2014.

The super popular korean drama " Man From The Stars " have finally ended. A very entertaining show with quite a nice twist to the story. The acting of Jun Ji Hyun really adds up alot to the drama as she is like the heart and soul of the drama. Superb acting and ever entertaining.

This show also have fantastic songs which the lyrics of the songs is based on what is happening in the show like Lyn's " My Destiny " And Hyorin's " Goodbye " This 2 songs are my favourite from the OST and the lyrics is definitely spot on during that time of the drama. Pure awesomeness. Time to look for new dramas to watch.

This week had been a roller coaster week for me. One of my previous colleague had suddenly left the workplace and joined a rival company.

This happened too sudden which none of us is able to react to it.

He said because the rival company offered him a higher salary and his currect condition now needs money thats why he decided to make the jump.

This action may be said that he has no integrity but I totally can understand as he is quite in abit of debt thats why anything with more salary he'll just do it and jump.

This action of his caused quite a commotion to a group of frenz as they cannot accept the fact that he is leaving for a rival company.

Oh well, what done cannot be undone. If it happened it happened. The only thing I can do is wish him all the best.

Nothing more to say liao, BYEZ !

01-03-2014

Everything have been moving so fast, it's already March.

Time waits for no one.

Into the 3rd month of the year 2014, nothing much has happened.

I've started a new job for around one month already and I has to say everything is good. It's a standard 5 day work job which means I do not work on weekends and I have more time for myself as now I have 2 rest days instead of one, which means I really can have more rest.

I'm still coping well with the new job but still need to get some getting used to as the working hours is different which means all the meal times and knocking off time is different from my previous job. So still needs abit of time to adapt.

Health as usual is getting from bad to worse.

Medical bills is becoming more and more due to more and more problems in health. The doctor say I'm like a 30yrs old with a 50yrs old body.

Firstly my Diabetes is definitely not improving and I seriously duno what should I do already.

Ok, actually I'm not doing much about it like eating lesser or doing some exercise but I really cannot understand what's wrong with it.

I've been cutting down on my meals and my only exercise is walking home from work. It may not be something very siong but it at least requires like 30mins of walking time which I find SHOULD be ok since walking is also considered a form of exercise. Hahahaha.

But somehow the condition doesn't improve and I'm seriously at my wits end already.

And now the doctor tells me that there's something wrong with my eyes as the eye xray shows something which is affecting my eyes already even though I duno how to look at the eye xray.

They say it's a good year for the pigs but somehow nothing good has really happened to me. All the bad things are happening and nothing that is able to improve have happened.

I'm seriously at my wits end and I dun really know what I can do to improve.

Nothing much to say, nothing much to write.

Bye guys.

11-02-2014

Its already Feb 2014. Time passes faster and faster, day by day.

The official long weekend of the Chinese New Year period have passed. Hope everybody have enjoyed their festive period.

For me, its the period which I get to see my cousins, uncles and aunties. Its like the yearly thing which I get to see them. 

But it seems to me that maybe its because that we do not see each other so often like maybe juz once or twice in a year, it seems like we do not have alot of topics to chat with each other compared to last time. 

Last time whenever we see each other during the Chinese New Year Period, we will have alot to talk to each other as we only do get to see each other after such a long time but now it seems like alot lesser and the topics are different from last time. But lucky football is still a common topic between the guys.

Even though its a festive season, its also a tiring period as the host will wanna be a good host and get everything prepared as nice and comfy as possible. The visitors will also be tiring as they will want to be at their best in appearance and behaviour.

But most of the people doesn't mind as its the festive and happy season for most of the people. 

Well, blogging on the bus seems difficult and I shall end it here.

Happy chinese new year to everybody !

29-01-2014

We're now already in the year 2014.

Everybody is hoping a brand new year, a brand new start to everything.

Of course, I also want a brand new year and a brand new start.

It's a brand new year and I do have a brand new job. But this new job didn't come easy. There's some hiccups before I was able to get this new job. I was supposed to help my friend but somehow there were some issues and in the end I wasn't be able to stay long enough.

After that I told a few of my friends about it and one of them asked me to go over to his workplace to work as he said he needed help as they are gonna expand plus his wife is giving birth very soon thats why he needs more help. As of course I agreed to take up his offer as during that time I'm considered out of a job.

And of course my health is really getting more and more worse. I always hope a brand new year everything will become better but no. This time round it has really become a serious problem as now it's just not only the Diabetes problem but there is more other critical issues with my body which I'm not gonna mention here.

Sounds depressing huh.

For a person who suffers from Diabetes since 13yrs old and now another new problem arises when I've hit 30 years old, how not to be depressed.

But for me, I still find it quite ok as I belong to the more whatever type of attitude. As I grow older I just feel that my life is just gonna be like this, it's not gonna get better and it'll just better worse and worse. So what for I go and worry about all these things.

I always tell my friends when they are stressing about something. If the problem can be solved, try your best to solve it, if the problem can't be solved, what for you worry so much because no matter how much you worry and stress about the problem, it won't be solved. Might as well just do what we can do lor, nothing to worry about.

Oh well, complains shall end now as it's gonna be Chinese New Year very soon ! Let's just enjoy the holiday period !

08-01-2014

It's been one month since I've updated this blog of mine.

And here come 2014, a brand new year !

Time flies so fast, so many things have happened in 2013.

In 2013, I hit 30 years old. I cannot believe that I'm already 30 years old, now most kids dun call me korkor and they call me uncle already. I have to admit, I'm really getting old liao.

From 29 to 30 is actually a very big change. Suddenly you'll feel more tired easily and you'll realise that it's so difficult to stay up late compared to last time. Now I can't seem to wake up to watch late night football matches, even the alarm clocks are not working as effectively as last time.

2013 is the first time I went on an overseas trip not with my bosses and colleagues, but with friends and it's the first time I went to Seoul. Although it's the first time I went overseas with my friends but most of the arrangement is not made by me. Most of the arrangements like the air tickets and the lodging is all done by my friend as I'm quite noob about all these things.

The first trip with my friends have been quite a fun trip as we went to a country that neither the 3 of us have gone to before which gives us more excitement about exploring the country. We went for the DMZ Tour which is a tour that we go to the border of Seoul which we can see North Korea just directly opposite us.

I find overseas trip should be fun when you're with friends because you can see how your friends will behave at home and when staying together with them because naturally they will feel like they are at home so you can see all the patterns and things they do when they are at home. Hahaha.

2013 is also the year that my health goes for the downhill. Being already having Diabetes since young, now I have more problems with my health. I will not mention what the problem I'm having with my health but now I truly believe that I need to really take care of my health. If it's signs that I should stop doing things like smoking and eating alot of unhealthy stuffs, it's giving me a chance to chance my currently lifestyle and I really hope I'm able to do it.

Lastly in the year 2013, I've decided to resign from my job. It's not that I'm not happy with the previous job, I'm actually quite happy working with my previous employers and colleagues. Just that I feel that I need to have a change of working environment plus because of the new health condition that I have, I decided I need to have a change of job and working environment.

2013 may not be the most happening year in my 30 years of life but it definitely have made a few changes to the comfortable life that I've always have. Maybe it's a sign for me to change, either for the worse or for the better, but I feel it's something that I have to do and change.

Maybe the year 2014 be a better and healthier year for me.

30-11-2013

Back here to update. 

Just one more month and its gonna be 2014. 

The year 2013 is definitely a bad year for me, nothing good happens.

My health is getting from bad to worse. My diabetes is like not very under control even though I have been trying hard to avoid all the sweet stuffs and of course trying to eat lesser den usual, But still there doesn't seem to have any improvement to the condition.

And today I went to see a doctor aa I'm having some chestpains and sometimes it leads to some breathing difficulties.

After the visit to the doctor, the doctor say he feels something is not right to my heart so he gave me a referral letter to the polyclinic so that I can do an even more thorough checkup.

Seriously man, what is happening.

Just directly after hitting 30, so many things is happening to me. I dun even know why I will have kena all these bullshit.

Life is so unfair, I admit that I'm not any nice guy but I'm not bad until the extent that you have to punish me by giving me even more illnesses.

Since 13yrs old I cannot even live like a normal13yrs old boy. I can't take softdrinks, I can't eat candy and of course more other factors and stuffs.

But at least now I know this is at the highest point of my life, everything will juz dlowly go down as my life just cannot get any better, it can only get worse.

Worrying so much about everything does not solve the problem. Worrying is just like standing one side and using your eyepower to just stare at the problem and hope that the problem will solve by himself.

I'm just so sad and feeling down now. Every problem just come one after another.

But oh well, there's nothing much I can do also. The only thing I can so is to get medication and make myself as good as possible.

18-11-2013

It's already November, it's less den 60 days to the year 2014.

Time flies too fast, 2014 coming and I've hit 30.

Everybody say hitting 30 years old and it will be a new start of your life journey.

It applies to alot of people but maybe not me. Alot of my friends who are at the same age as me have already gotten married and have kids already. It's a brand new life for them as their life goes on to the next stage.

As for me, nothing have changed. Still single and enjoying the freedom I'm having now.

It's always the common question that the elderly and my friends ask me.

" Chang ah, when are you gonna find a girlfriend and settle down ah ? "

It's been asked for like one million times and I've answered them also for a million times.

I also do want to find a person I like and settle down with her.

Easier said then done.

The society that I live now is so practical. Everything that is required to have a stable life is something that I do not have and do not own.

I'm not complaining that my life sucks, I'm actually very contented with what I have now.

I have an understanding mom which always looks out for me and take care of all my needs which I do not have to stress on. Although naggy at times until it reaches an unbearable stage, but deep inside I know all her words are full of parental love and concern. I believe it's a diffcult road for her as my dad passed away when I was 14 years old. She had to single handedly take care of me and my sister during the most difficult period of her life. Maybe I do not say it everytime but I do love my mom for all the things that she have done for me.

I have a job with nice bosses that also always take care of me when I needed help. I actually do really want to thank them as they hired me few years back when I was struggling to find a job after I've ORD from NS. If without them I do not know what would I have been doing now. But everything has to end one day and my turn is coming. I've had a job offer and I've decided to move over to help out my friend as he had just taken over a business and he needs someone to help him make his business prosper.

I have tons of good friends which revolves around my life. Be it good, bad, nice or irritating. It is a pleasure to get to know all of you so that I'm able to experience my life to the fullest.

Friendship is something that is unexplainable to me. Some friends you may have known them for like 10 years but you still have that uncomfortable feeling when you are with them. Some friends which you have just befriended maybe for just one day and you'll feel like knowing them for the past 10 or 20 years.

I always have this conversation with my friends about friendship. We all agree that friendship requires fate, not everybody can click with everybody.

I do not agree that I am the person that clicks with everybody but somehow I do have quite a number of friends. I belong to the type that if you do not start the conversation with me, I'll never go and start to have a conversation with you unless you're a girl.

I feel that maybe it's because of the school that I have attended makes me give people the feeling that I'm someone that you can talk to easily. Maybe it's because I do have alot of common topic with everybody thats why I can talk tons of shit with people.

Hmmm, actually I do not really know what I'm writing now as I suddenly got some random thoughts now and I do not know how to put them in words.

I shall stop now and continue another day.

07/11/2013

Wah, long time since I've updated. Much to say but hard to write.

How should I start and what should I say first.

Hmmmmm

Daily life always the same, working and going home as usual. Meet up with friends has been lesser and lesser den usual. Everybody have been busy with their own lives.

Met up with the ITE first year gang on a Saturday to The Beer Market for some chill out session which means drinking and watching football matches together, plus there is Halloween celebrations at The Beer Market too.

Feeling happy and looking forward to the meet up session, but the session in the end is not as happy as we expected, or maybe as what I expected.

We met up at 9pm but due to me knocking off late from work, the rest had to wait for me to finish up my dinner which in the end dragged until around 930pm.

After I finished my dinner, and off we go to The Beer Market.

We went in and ordered our drinks and at the same time trying to find a table so that we can get comfy as we are gonna stay for football matches and have some bites along the night.

After awhile of watching soccer and chit chatting, at around 1030pm, one of them said his girlfriend is tired and he is leaving.

What the fuck rite

We only meet up like once per month and he sees his girlfriend everyday as they are colleagues at work.

What's with this seriously. Meeting up with us for just like less den 2hrs and not even finish watching one half of a football match.

I of course do know you love your girlfriend but have you like spare a thought for us ? We're like friends since 2001 which is like 12 years already and you can just abandon us just like that.

Two of them came down all the way from Yishun to have a meet up, one of them had an early morning shift from 7am to 4pm and he endured till 9pm coz he is looking forward to the meeting up to catch up with us as he works shift hours which is hard to accommodate to. For my case I'm just pissed off with you as you always fucking ignore my messages.

In the end we still organized the meet up as its been quite awhile that we had a meet up session and this is how you treat us ?

Seriously do you really think we're OK with it ? If you're gonna meet us for such a short while, might as well we cancel the meetup so that we can have time for ourselves.

Seriously be considerate for the others and dun always only think for yourself. Spare a thought for others, we have our own things to do too.

Ranting finish, logging off.

08/09/2013

It has been a week and I've finally hit 30 !

Nothing to be happy about and nothing special to celebrate too, birthday is just like any other day. Just a day that you'll get alot of birthday wishes from friends which you only get them once a year.

As we celebrate our birthday everytime, we grow one year older which means another year with more responsibilities coz we grow older and of course one year nearer to step into the coffin. Hahahaha.

For the majority of my friends that is 30 or older, most of them would have their own family already or some of them would already have gotten married just that they have no kids yet, but there's still a minority group that's just attached and some still single just like me.

At 30, I'm currently leading just the life of the free and single. I do not have to report where I am and what I'm doing. I can do whatever I want now like going out till the wee hours, watching TV and drama serials till morning and of course sleep the whole day away during my offdays.

At 30 years old, I do not really have any big achievements in my life. Most probably my only achievement is getting my driving license thats all. Sucked at studies and not earning any big bucks. I'm not saying I'm earning peanuts, the salary I'm drawing now is actually quite not bad as I'm just an ITE grad. An ITE cert alone can't get us anywhere.

Most of my friends thinks I'm kinda happy go lucky person as I always show the "Ahhhh, dun care lah " attitude towards most of the things but most of the time I do think about alot of things. Most of my friends and the elderly always ask the questions like , " Old liao leh, when wanna find a girlfriend ? " or " So what you gonna do for the remaining of your life ? "

All these are the common questions your friends and family will ask when you hit a certain age and now I am at that age, but I always try to avoid answering all these questions.

Why ?

Like I've always answered to my friends, having an ill body with poor health is a burden to everybody. It's a financial burden as we are dependant to medication and medical appts which cost a bomb in this country in this world. It's a physical burden when we are unable to do what we want and becomes dependant to the people around us who have to constantly take care of us whenever we needed help. We are also mental burden as we do not know when we will just go off anyday which will affect the lives of our loved ones.

With all these thoughts going on and on in my mind, might as well I do nothing and just lead on my life. The life of freedom and minimise the burdens I will give to the people around me. We may bring sadness to the people around us when we're gone but life still have to go on for the rest of them. We only play a part in their lives for a short period, in the end it's their lives that is the most important thing.

Why make people suffer when we already is suffering. I always believe that if I just take the blame if anything happens and it settles the problem, I'll just do it. I'm not saying I'm a very noble person but I'm the kind of person that just doesn't want any troublesome stuffs which keeps going on and on. If I alone taking the blame which can solve everything, I dun see why I shouldn't do it.

Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . .  Life, so complicated and troublesome.

Enough ranting for now, shall continue again soon

26/08/2013

It's already 26th August liao, just a few more days and I'm hitting 30 years old.

Time flies huh, in a blink of an eye and I'm hitting 30.

Most people will take 30 as maybe 1/3 of their life gone and for my case maybe 1/2 or already 60% or 70%

Why ? Health has been getting bad nowadays.

Blood sugar is like always on the higher end nowadays. Eat alot also high, eat little bit also high. I seriously duno what to do to maintain the blood sugar on the lower side liao.

Everyday wake up here pain there pain. Few days ago shoulder pain, den back pain, den neck pain. It's like becoming some old man whole body also pain.

As I'm gonna reach 30, I realise I've not actually achieve anything yet. A person who is not good in academics which means I only have one Higher NITEC cert which seriously brings me nowhere.

I guess my only achievement is getting my driving license like 5 years ago.

I have plenty of plans for myself but it's all disrupted by either my laziness or due to alot of other reasons which in the end means not enough time.

I wanted to continue with my japanese lessons or retake my japanese lessons but my working hours and schedule is kinda hard for me to go for lessons as sometimes I do have to change my offdays which will lead to unable to attend classes. It happened the previous time which I missed 6 lessons and in the end I gave up and stop going for it.

I seriously feel I need another holiday. The short trip to Korea was fun but it's not enough. A short 4 day trip is abit too rush which makes me feel even more tired den not having a holiday. Perhaps staying at home sleeping for the whole day does wonders.

In the end I've started to rant again.

I shall stop now as I'm too lazy to type and I wanna watch TV liao.

Till next time . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

A CHEATED SINGAPOREAN’S RESPONSE TO PM LEE’S NATIONAL DAY SPEECH

Is Lee Hsien Loong’s 2013 speech a joke? Did he even do his due diligence when he made those fancy claims promising Singaporeans the utopia in his speech?

1) “We have cleared the queue for HDB flats, stabilised BTO prices and tightened up on property speculation and excessive borrowing.”
In the latest BTO exercise, BTO flats remain oversubscribed by as much as 4.5 times in popular areas like Hougang (your much hated Opposition Ward). According to the HDB [Source], BTO applicant rejection rate is as high as 31%. So what do you mean by you have “cleared the queue”?  BTO prices have also increased steadily over 2010 to 2012 [Source], what do you mean by “stabilized? Stabilizing linear increase instead of an exponential increase? Also, when you said you tightened up on property speculation, did you actually mean you are making it harder of young couples to secure a housing loan and increased the number of non-NS serving new citizens to take advantage of the BTO system?

2) “We have added more buses and increased the number of bus routes.”
800 buses, or 20%, of the exiting fleet has been added, with 550 of these buses paid for by a hefty $1 Billion Singaporean taxes [Source] while SBS and SMRT chalks tens of millions consistent profits every year, recession or not [Source]. Money matters aside, Singapore population swelled more than 35% to today’s 5.45 million under your 10 year premiership, how is your 20% increased capacity going to help? And you are selling me the 6.9 million story? Could you have the decency and humility to be present at Raffles MRT station at 7pm to see the ground for yourself?

3) “We need foreign workers to serve our economy and Singaporeans’ needs, and immigrants to make up for our shortfall of babies.”
Are you importing a foreign adult to make up for the shortfall of local babies? If you are, you are only worsening the aging population. The good part about this is that you have not given up on low fertility rate like your father did. The bad part is that you are doing it wrong and Singaporeans are bearing the brunt of your incompetency. It is not only congestion and overcrowding we are facing, what about diminishing employment opportunities, inflation of domestic prices, education places [Source]? In your drive for immigration, you have somewhat become the unofficial Prime Minister of foreigners in Singapore. You failed to address the gross disadvantages of National Service, the distinctions between PRs and citizens, the recognition that a Singaporean poor is valued more important than a  foreign millionaire, the protectionism and privileges Singaporeans deserve for sacrificing to the political platform and accolades what you and your father enjoyed in our name over the decades. Your pro-foreigner policies have been logically met with much protests, but bear in mind, a better Singapore has always, and is made, only possible by citizens, not economic migrants.

4) “We need to strengthen this spirit of togetherness.”
For a start, please leave foreigners out of this “togetherness”. You know there is a political standoff among Singaporeans, then why do you deepen this divide by controlling the media and challenging every allegation, engaging in defamation lawsuits and letters of demands? It is no less hypocritical hearing that coming from a mental patient whose pathological history is stating otherwise. Perhaps I’ve been wrong, your idea of “togetherness” has no place for misfits like me. Your “togetherness” may prefer Singaporeans like me to emigrate, while a foreigner from any 3rd world country who can better appreciate you can be imported to take my place. You may also prefer to have Singaporean elderly working on a $4/hr paycheck than to have them taking a few zeros off your billion dollar projects like Garden by the Bay and the largest man-made river in Bishan. You may like new media control in addition to your worsening mainstream media credibility. And if what happened over the past few years is your definition of “togetherness”, kindly leave Singaporeans diverse and vocal.

5) “We will tackle the cost of living, for example healthcare costs, especially for the elderly.”
I cringed when I hear that because the last time you said you want to help the poor, you raised GST by 2% and then your Ministers started drawing million dollar salaries. We didn’t know the poor you were referring to were the poor Ministers who may  have their standard of living affected. Could you please be specific this time? Is $8 too much for Khaw Boon Wan’s bypass surgery? Does he need more help? If healthcare costs is an issue, shouldn’t you be reviewing the feasibility of the Medisave system instead of making undisclosed drawdowns from our reserves?

I am glad you cleverly gave resale flat prices, COE prices, purchasing power and breakdowns of public transport a miss. These are hot topics that will haunt you in 3 year’s time.

P.S. You may want to watch your awkward hand gestures flying around. You are not Obama, keep it simple stupid.

Source : http://therealsingapore.com/content/cheated-singaporean%E2%80%99s-response-pm-lee%E2%80%99s-national-day-speech